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Jan 30, 2016, 10:58 PM
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Here I set crying my eyes out
so hard to write
my eyes are so blurry
I wish I knew why
I watch my kpop videos and I cry so I switch to tv and I cry I no longer seem to be able to control my emotions I say emotions because sadness or anger is all I feel more of an overload of emotion too much all at once I have no reason . i'm depressed but that hasn't changed in forever so why the crying it's good to feel something but crying seems to down me even more an hour ago I felt silly . this keeps happening to me no rhyme or reason it just does I guess if this is all I get I will take it it comes and it goes I really feel like i'm losing it my wife and kids think I am already gone and maybe I am as I finish writing the sadness is gone just a headache , sniffles and a tight throat remain the other emotion anger comes out of the air so I avoid all contact . besides work I have not left the house in weeks I don't seem to get angry at work but I talk non stop to the point of people avoiding me my T said I was emotionally neglected as a child and I believe I was maybe I am over compensating ... but reguardless of why I believe the word crazy fits pretty well . Tigger .. |
 12AM, Anonymous37780, Anonymous37883, Anonymous37971, Anonymous41403, gina_re, Mrs. Mania, Nammu, wildflowerchild25
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Jan 30, 2016, 11:03 PM
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(((Wiretwister)))))
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Nammu Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. ... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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Jan 30, 2016, 11:07 PM
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Wire Twister, tears is nothing but poison leaking from the heart, in other words getting better. If you need to cry then let yourself. We were never meant to be non feeling machines. And anger is also a way to hide emotional pain. Sounds like you are moving beyond that and you are letting go of the pain. No you have not lost it, you are finally letting the damn of walled emotions go and it will let up and you will heal. Give yourself the time you need to be kind to yourself. tc
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Jan 30, 2016, 11:11 PM
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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Jan 30, 2016, 11:16 PM
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For me, I'll hold it in, hold it in and finally just break down. Sometimes it will be hours, sometimes days on and off. Between feeling sorry for myself, feeling connected to the universe intensely, feeling intense anger, feeling so much love for my son I can't explain it.
But once I'm done I feel so much more at peace. Like I tell my son. It's ok to cry.... 
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Jan 30, 2016, 11:38 PM
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily |
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Jan 31, 2016, 01:26 AM
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Jan 31, 2016, 01:27 AM
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Did your pdoc get back to you? Did he have anything helpful?
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily |
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Jan 31, 2016, 01:33 AM
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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Jan 31, 2016, 09:09 PM
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Sometimes letting out those feelings with a good crying spell and/or writing it out helps. I'm hoping you're feeling better. Please take care.
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Jan 31, 2016, 09:32 PM
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This is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.|
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