[hopeless2015]

Rainy dreary day here...yuk

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[GoldenSnitch]

I'm not doing well.

I stopped taking my seroquel (yes I know that's bad). I'm calling to get back to see my doc to figure out meds.

I've been going through a depression lately and I am just so exhausted and done with dealing with this nonsense all of the time.

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doing okay, i guess.

still a little upset at a comment given to me yesterday "you know, mental health is a choice. you can choose to have anxiety, choose to be bipolar, choose to have an eating problem" hello... not exactly true. no one asks for this stuff, it just happens

also had my ebay account hacked yesterday- so i've been trying to get in to change the password (nightmare!)

but doing okay. weather's cool today so i don't have to worry about it becoming too hot.

just on here before my soap opera.

decided this afternoon i'm cooking myself a chicken corma (complete with prawn crackers and naan bread)

[aarrif]

Today woke up as normal but with the help from my script. Feeling slumber off to work late and didnt feel anything. nothing scared me when im on substance. I have nevee been sober since January 2015. help!

Today i got up at 7:00am but went back to bed til 10:00am. I'm disappointed in myself. I think it was mostly the weather which is wet and dreary and the lack of something to do. I'm also extra drowsy because i started exercising recently and it think it's too much -- trying to get up early and exercising. So i'm gonna postpone exercising for a few weeks until i am adjusted to early morning hours. The forecast is for sunny, dry days ahead so i should have better luck staying up.

[hopeless2015]

Best nights sleep I've had, no waking up several times early this morning I slept straight through...don't remember last time I did that

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curry is on (with the bread and everything!)

so my plan today was to watch emmerdale (my soap opera), then get some stuff done around the house.

i ended up sat in front of game shows all afternoon, and before i knew it it was evening and i had to put dinner on

Originally Posted by hopeless2015

Best nights sleep I've had, no waking up several times early this morning I slept straight through...don't remember last time I did that

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send me some of that sleep over here

would be apreciated

[gina_re]

So. Freakin. Tired.
Two meetings, lack of sleep, and trying to play catch up with work...
But at least I'm doing much better!

[hopeless2015]

Stayed home today, let my anxiety get the best of me

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[Standup2me]

Tonight I start Depakote (Epical).
Wish me luck

Feeling good I guess. Adrenaline is still pumping and body feels better. Joints aching but nothing I can't deal with. I'm laughing one second, crying tears of joy the next, then I'm crying hysterical tears. Rinse, repeat. But I'm not depressed. Doc said I'm in a mixed state but it doesn't feel like what I identified as mixed before. Keeping my eyes on things. Staying level headed and present. It's all ok.

In the last few days I've been fighting Depression and Anxiety. I've had to pull out all the stops and strategies to cope. I really fear falling into Depression. This is the worse time of year for me. Last year I ended up in hospital for two months and I am very scared of doing the same all over again. I could really use a big dose of hypomania right now.

[piano97]

Hey RCAT, keep pulling out all the stops and you can hopefully intercept things. Maybe go ahead and call MD and/or therapist and try to get an appointment in the next week. You can always cancel it if things improve and your concerns lessen. I get you when u said you fear falling into Depression. Maybe meds just need tweaked a little, maybe some behavioral things need tweaked a little. It sounds like this is relatively new and that is the best time to intercept it, in the very early days. Reach out for help when you need it and be kind and loving to yourself.

[pirilin]

Getting better. Less tired today. Mania comes and goes, unfortunately.
I'd rather be manic than depressed. Getting there. Fast. Almost right now!!!!!.

[hopeless2015]

Day 2 at home, but I didn't sleep all afternoon and took a shower, tomorrow I will do my best to get to work and get back into a routine

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[lilypup]

Good day today. Feeling better. Made dinner and scheduled some activities with friends. Got a shower. Took a ride with little fear. A pretty decent day.

Back in the game, but a recently-resumed antipsychotic dangerously deprives me of fux to give. It's a luxury not to care.

[pirilin]

What. What?. I'm here, yes.

[hopeless2015]

Managed to shower and bring myself to work, not sure how productive I'll be but I'm here

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[gina_re]

I've been feeling better lately. However I just came back from my T not too long ago. It started off fine, I didn't really have much on my mind to talk about, so I was just going on about what has happened since I saw her last. I ran out of things to say. Then she went to her notes. And yup, we had to go deep into my repressed issues that were briefly brought up towards the end my last session. Since we only had about ten minutes left, it was brief, but she gave me homework to work on. This is going to be difficult.

[lilypup]

Drove myself to the movies to see a friend. Got there and sweated the whole movie about driving home. Got home and was shaking. Very disappointed in myself that I am not doing better on the driving.
I want to be able to drive:
around here
on the freeway around here
downtown
to the airport
on a long trip

I am stuck on shakily driving around here

[Askepott]

Hello.

New here. Reading up a bit on what goes on in here.

Im having big trouble focusing and I keep forgetting everything. I forgot I joined here two days ago.

Im feeling a bit weird at the moment, and I dont know how or where to talk about it.

[gayleggg]

Feeling rather agitated today. Very unsettled and uncomfortable.

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[Nammu]

Had another job interview today. I think it went well, but too many hours for me to work. They want me full time. Gotta start out with less stress and build up to full time. Lost too many jobs jumping in full time....or maybe it was cause I was usually manic when I went out and got the work? In any event this time just dipping my toes in and going slower.