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#601
May 19, 2016, 01:30 AM
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Feeling good. Bored but good. Going to a friend's Monday. My son and I are going to clean tomorrow, so I might have her over sooner. Still miss hypos. Sleeping on less meds, but still need that last 2.5 mgs of zyprexa to sleep. I think I'm gonna have to stay on that much.
Overall all is good.... |
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#602
May 19, 2016, 04:07 AM
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Not great. Okay ... just
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| gina_re
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#603
May 19, 2016, 07:54 AM
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congratulations!!!!!! well done!!!! bizi |
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#604
May 19, 2016, 10:45 AM
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My thoughts evaporated over night.
Poof. No personality. No motivation. Heavy eyes. Thick, disgusting,sore body. Ugh Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
| Anonymous41403, Anonymous45023, Gabyunbound, gina_re, Icare dixit, Nammu, Tsukiko
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#605
May 19, 2016, 11:03 AM
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Really struggling to concentrate again, just have to take my time...as long as I'm trying, it's the best I can do right now
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
| Anonymous45023, bizi, gina_re, Nammu, Tsukiko
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#606
May 19, 2016, 11:59 AM
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I seem to work in small bursts. I go all in and get a bunch of writing done, then I have to stop, then I go at it again, and so on and so forth. I was getting a lot done, but then I started getting what I call a hunger headache so I stopped to eat. Now I have the sleepy tired feeling (the itis) and only want to sleep. Struggling to try and make it through these next three hours..
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| Anonymous45023, bizi
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#607
May 19, 2016, 12:14 PM
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Feeling more depressed than yesterday. Seems to have gotten significantly worse to the point I've considered going to IP if it stays bad in the coming days, but then I realized my insurance probably won't cover it and I don't want to take FMLA. Money is a problem for me.
I thought my rapid cycling was over, but I guess not. :| c'est la vie |
| Anonymous41403, Anonymous45023, Icare dixit, Tsukiko
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#608
May 19, 2016, 02:00 PM
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Like an inflatable statue of Zeus made from some permeable material. There are holes in it, patched, but sometimes the stitches break and it deflates in seconds and it has to be mended. Inflating, deflating, inflating, deflating. Daily.
Edit: uhm, you have to see it.  But at least I don't have time for a personality. Much. Or I'm too distracted to notice. And my antipsychotic keeps it all rather reasonable. But I proved it: serotonin is evil. 
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. Last edited by Icare dixit; May 19, 2016 at 05:29 PM. |
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#609
May 19, 2016, 03:46 PM
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I was asked to start work next week....two ekes early! Things are really looking good......but in the back of my mind I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop. I'm not manic, not even hypo but still.......there's that nagging feeling that things are going too well.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
| Anonymous45023, bizi, gina_re, Icare dixit
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#610
May 19, 2016, 04:04 PM
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I feel good
I feel fine I feel understood I feel life is mine And it feels great to finally...dare I say it...find the right mix of meds....
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What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? Elvis Costello |
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#611
May 19, 2016, 06:07 PM
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I should really buy that punchbag.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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#613
May 20, 2016, 12:01 AM
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Cleaned today, feels good. Still miss being hypo I'd get this whole house clean tonight if I was. But I am content. Can't wait for next month, I should be getting a car and then so much will open up. Want to start volunteering and just so much. Can't wait! Wide awake tonight...listening to music hang in with my son.
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| bizi
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#614
May 20, 2016, 07:45 AM
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Good luck! bizi |
| Nammu
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#615
May 20, 2016, 01:42 PM
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i spent the day eating chips and sat in front of reruns of shows.
got nothing done at all yay for going real far in life |
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#616
May 20, 2016, 01:59 PM
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I hurt everywhere. I worry depression is setting in but might be a flair of my fibromyalgia. I hurt everywhere. Pain in every cell of my being. Still not smoking and maybe this is withdrawl symptoms on top of fibro. Just hope it's not depression.
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| Anonymous45023, bizi, gina_re, Icare dixit
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#617
May 20, 2016, 02:05 PM
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"I am manic", pick, "I am not manic", pluck, "I am manic.", pluck. Tired, not tired, tired, not tired. Depressed, not depressed.
God breathes spirit in and out of my soul.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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#618
May 20, 2016, 02:43 PM
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"No more bets!", tick, tick, tick, tick, tick, tick...
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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#619
May 20, 2016, 03:58 PM
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I am feeling good at the moment.
A week in the sun in Mexico did me a world of good. Swimming, fishing and lounging in the sun. I feel better than I have in a very long time.
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I traded it in for a whole 'nother world A pirate flag and an island girl |
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#620
May 20, 2016, 04:01 PM
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Woo hooooo! So exciting!
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Juliette
Bipolar NOS, GAD, ADHD 10 mg Abilify, 60 mg Prozac, 15 mg Adderall  The night city grows Look at the horizon glow Drinking in the lights Following the neon signs Looking at the milky skyline The city is my church It wraps me in blinding twilight...  Twizzler :3 |
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#621
May 20, 2016, 09:04 PM
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Where you hit them and they sprung back at you.
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What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? Elvis Costello |
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#622
May 21, 2016, 03:40 AM
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DX: Bipolar 1 Anxiety Tardive dyskinesia Mild cognitive impairment RX: Celexa 20 mg Gabapentin 1200 mg Geodon 40 mg AM, 60 mg PM Klonopin 0.5 mg PRN Lamictal 500 mg Levothyroxine 125 mcg (rx'd for depression) Trazodone 150 mg Zyprexa 7.5 mg Please come visit me @ http://bpnurse.com |
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#623
May 21, 2016, 05:10 AM
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. The man who chases two rabbits, catches neither. - Confucius  Good for life: Work like a dog. Eat like a horse. Think like a fox. And play like a rabbit. - George Allen
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#624
May 21, 2016, 05:21 AM
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Nice day at the beach. Slept in late. Bliss
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#625
May 21, 2016, 08:07 AM
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So my husband and I are doing a trial separation. My mom is mad at me and says I need to snap out of this bipolar and get my act together. She hasn't spoken to me in over a week and we used to talk every day. I'm so angry.
But I've been working with T about not owning things that are other people's problems so I'm trying to just not let it get to me. I had a good day yesterday so some of it must be sinking in. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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