Originally Posted by bluebicycle

I have not adjusted to my time zone after my trip to Europe! (I got home late Monday night.)

I keep waking up between 12 am and 2am no matter what time I go to sleep! It's now 3am and I don't feel tired... but I know I'll be hit by a wave of tiredness midday today and I'll want to go back to sleep.

I hope you adjust soon. I haven't been to Europe in years but the plane flights and jet lag are something I'll never forget.

[OctobersBlackRose]

Originally Posted by bizi

sorry octobersblackrose, I read that "everyone in the therapy dept"....I thought you worked there.
bizi

It's okay, I should've clarified that I meant my individual T, and my group facilitators, and the receptionist...

[Unrigged64072835]

Taking my husband in for his semi-annual MRI. He has MS so the doc does this to make sure the lesions haven't gotten worse. It also means a lot of Ativan for him because he gets claustrophobic in the tube. I hate driving around here. People act crazy behind the wheel.

[hopeless2015]

Glad it's Friday, headed to work and have pdoc this afternoon

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[pirilin]

I could be better. Could be worse too. Not complaining.

[Daonnachd]

This has been a very long week.

[Coconutzo]

Just left my therapist. Feeling angry and hopeless. Like a giant seething monster. Feck it all.

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I want to go back on just Wellbutrin without an AP or stabalizer. Sure it's made me hypomanic in the past and I know that is a concern because it can switch to full blown mania, but I've only had a few manic episodes and this constant depression is sucking every ounce of quality from my life. I don't want to live my life around a few episodes of suspected mania.....I really feel Wellbutrin could help me right now.

[Gabyunbound]

Feeling better. Seroquel is back up to a therapeutic dose and that's helped a lot. Don't like the side effects but at least I've pulled out of the relapsed depression. So grateful. I've been hyper lately but I think it's too much caffeine and because things have been so stressful and busy at work, that gets my adrenaline going. I'm hoping this weekend (I have a long weekend) I'll calm down.

[hopeless2015]

Pdoc appt today, upped my anxiety meds, will see if this helps me out. I'm hopeful this will do the trick foe me

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[Coffeee]

A long week for me too! Tired as usual, can't wait to get off this lithium! I'm working from home and it's nice but hard to stay motivated.

[Daonnachd]

My boss sent me home early because she knew how bad I'm feeling. I don't want to be alive, but I don't want to leave my family with the self-blame that would come from such an action. So I endure.

[Wander]

Started Prozac two days ago to try and ease the depression I am in but now I am very agitated and stimulated (in a bad way). Just took day three dose. If the agitation doesn't go away I am going to have to stop it. It was my hope of feeling stable.

[OctobersBlackRose]

Another really hot day today, got up to 94° outside today, very humid, and all the rain kept passing us by, ugh. It's still quite humid, but now it's only 75° outside, cooler out, but still warm, and all.the rain will probably pass us by tonight too, we could really use the rain too where I live... Other than that doing okay, Mickey my cat bit me in my face and now it hurts really bad, but doing okay otherwise. Maybe a little down, but not too much.

Had to cut my bike ride short. Only rode for 2 hours today.

Mountain biking hurts my *** with this seat I have on it. I need a different seat and/or some kind of gel cover!

Nevertheless, good ride. Nice temperature with a little breeze. Feeling a lot more relaxed, as opposed to feeling tensed up this morning.

[hopeless2015]

Glad it's Saturday, nothing going on but groceries today. I really hate grocery shopping lol. It has to be done though

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[scatterbrained04]

Feeling mega overwhelmed this morning by my son's messes. Oh boy.

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[Unrigged64072835]

Nothing but laundry today. A good day to relax.

My husband is still trying to sleep off the Ativan he took yesterday for the MRI. It was a good thing he remembered little of last night since he was being really silly.

My daughter was asking about what I want for my birthday. Since I bought the computer I haven't really wanted anything. I still have the gift card she gave me for Mother's Day. There are a couple of items I was thinking about but I think I'll save those for Christmas.

[Nammu]

4th day of too little sleep and my irritableness grows....starting to think this could be the beginning of an episode....I can't have one now! I'm moving in a couple weeks and it will take me weeks to find and hook up with another pdoc! Not now please ancient goddesess

[Wander]

Going to stop the Prozac today. Heading into a mixed episode. VERY agitated, can't sleep. Hopefully this will settle down. Still depressed though and don't know what I'm going to do about that. Will call my pdoc tomorrow (Monday) to see what he thinks. Really low right now. Have to work today and I don't know how I'm going to get through.

F***

I think I have a bruise on my a.ss

My a.ss hurts... Sitting down is painful!

This bike seat really is hard lol

Boooo.

I got an indoor bike that does that. I can't even use it because it hurts my bum so badly. I wanted a gel seat for it, but it's an awkward shape.

I hope your butt feels better soon

[OctobersBlackRose]

Went out to breakfast with my Grandma and neighbors, my eyes were bigger than my stomach, still have some of my breakfast in the fridge. It finally rained here, hasn't helped the humidity much, but it rained and thundered, so that was nice. It was so humid that I decided to take a cold shower just to cool down Not a bad day today,,just have a lot of anxiety all of a sudden...

[Pikku Myy]

Guess I am in a ok place tonight good feeling for a change.

Been rather depressed lately. Not suicidal but praying for a euthanasia law to be passed. The past 2 days have been good. I'm running an experiment right now and will discuss my findings soon. The initial hypothesis is favorable. The past 2 days I've gotten my house cleaned! It's been over a year since is was this clean. Things are really looking up and I'm so grateful.