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#76
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I wish my mind wasn't a huge blank and I actually had random thoughts.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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I need good laugh....can't remember the last time I laughed my *** off
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This made me laugh.
lol
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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#80
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why is it that when I stay up late doing schoolwork I end up tired the next day, but if I stay up all night ruminating over something I am not tired the next day. Ruminating is so much more tiring than studying.
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BP1 OCD General Anxiety Disorder Meds: Clonazapam 1mg 2x daily Lamictal 50mg zyprexa 5mg Prazosin 3mg for night terrors Best of all I am off of the opiate replacements finally, no more methadone Almost Famous: William: "Penny I need to get this interview and go home" Penny Lane : "Poof! you are home." |
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Lol Gina!!!
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#82
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I hate wearing glasses
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What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? Elvis Costello |
#83
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I wish my eyes would stop watering, like, sometime today.
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#84
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Come on air conditioner start working...
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Wir sind was wir sind English We are what we are MDD w/psychotic features, BPD |
#85
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I hate the summer, give me a good old winter blizzard any day.
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#86
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Can't take politics much longer. Win or lose already!.
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]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
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I took a nap. I drank an energy drink. I'm drinking Dr. Pepper. I still don't feel like working. I know eating all this junk gets me nowhere over time. But I'm desperate right now. Why am I so busy that I don't get the rest I need?!
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#88
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I haven't slept in three days. I know most of it is not my fault...but a part of my brain fights sleeping. Body is tired and I don't even want to get into bed. I'm not taking my Klonopin four times a day, as prescribed. I'm taking two doses (1 mg pills) perday. This isn't a sleep aide. It's to control my mania and helps anxiety.
Wtf am I doing? I'm not dumb. I'm lucid still. Am I losing insight in this mixed episode? Have pdoc appt on Monday and flying home tomorrow, thankfully. Any comments appreciated. Tough love? Water boarding? Bipolar sucks. I'm not trying to be a victim. I am playing with fire but cannot logically do things right atm. I've been skipping my benzo for a long time but do take 1-2 daily, but not the four I'm supposed to take. What's wrong with me? This has been a trend for awhile. |
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#89
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Is a part of you reluctant to give in to the effects of the complete regimen? Do you feel you need to remain vigilant for some reason? I do this sort of thing when I am not feeling comfortable in "new/different" surroundings. I cut back meds, don't sleep -- on purpose, because I am guarding/hypervigilant. I feel a threat on some level from PTSD. is it possible you are feeling something similar? ![]() WC |
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Is there a reason your not taking them as prescribed....glad you have pdoc appt soon and hope you get some relief...hugs
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I trust my pdoc. These aren't new meds and I like my combo. When I quit drinking, I noticed I approached hypomania quickly because that depressant was not in my system. I like being up. I'm being dumb. |
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My boyfriend is going to go to the grocery store to buy food I like. I need 500 calories for Geodon and hopefully sleep. I may be fighting the food due to ED.
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My Geodon hasn't worked during the mixed episode, however. That's new.
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#95
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Could this day go any slower
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I really don't feel like leaving the house today. Looks like it's too hot to do so. But good news, my sister just called and she and the little ones are headed over here! Three days in a row with these guys!
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Just had quite a bit of rain and maybe two rumbles of thunder. Not much of a storm but I'll take it.
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#99
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This world os nothing but a hologram, a false.world no one, nothing not even myself are real...
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Wir sind was wir sind English We are what we are MDD w/psychotic features, BPD |
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |