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Old Sep 01, 2016, 07:46 PM
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Having a helpless, blue, personality-less day. It seems like every Thursday. It seems like every week. I'm not a rapid cycling person but lately my ups and downs and been predictively uncontrollable.

And I have to take care of everyone else.

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Old Sep 01, 2016, 08:21 PM
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Having a helpless, blue, personality-less day. It seems like every Thursday. It seems like every week. I'm not a rapid cycling person but lately my ups and downs and been predictively uncontrollable.

And I have to take care of everyone else.

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I've noticed a Thursday issue too. I'm not sure if it's because I am exhausted towards the end of the week from working so hard earlier. Whatever it is, I hate it.
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Old Sep 01, 2016, 09:20 PM
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Sometimes yes. Often no.
He doesn't know what to do with me. I'm "too sensitive" I was already feeling defeated tonight when he picked me up from work. My last client ran over her appointment time, and I was late getting out. I got chewed out when I apologized. Now I feel more defeated. Bipolar Check in thread #13 He didn't even ask me how my day was, just screamed at traffic and got upset that he wasn't early to the gym? I wish I felt more listened to.

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Old Sep 02, 2016, 03:07 AM
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Pissed off because my therapist contacted my pdoc. He kept saying my depression was "serious" blah blah blah because I had lots of SI, even though I *never* act upon it. He said I should go in for an earlier pdoc appointment.

Nooooo! Not now! I wanted to wait until my next pdoc appointment!

I guess he can technically contact my pdoc because they work in the same office and because I probably signed away my rights when I signed a shitload of paperwork to start therapy/whatever there. I mean, they somehow have 100% access to my medical records, so I probably signed away those rights too at my regular doctor's office.

This sucks. I really need to read these contracts and stop blindly signing things, specifically HIPAA ****.
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Old Sep 02, 2016, 08:44 AM
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Doing OK. Lots of sleep, which is good. I probably needed it.
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Old Sep 02, 2016, 12:11 PM
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Just another quiet day at work. Quiet and peaceful.
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Old Sep 02, 2016, 12:38 PM
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Going OK today. Long day at work though, I'm ready for the long weekend
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Old Sep 02, 2016, 01:53 PM
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Received my new insurance card for my Medicaid supplement plan today thank the universe, glad it finally came now.I cam make.an appointment with my GP.Dr, and get an EKG done to make sure my heart is safe.to.take Geodon.
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Old Sep 02, 2016, 01:58 PM
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Received my new insurance card for my Medicaid supplement plan today thank the universe, glad it finally came now.I cam make.an appointment with my GP.Dr, and get an EKG done to make sure my heart is safe.to.take Geodon.
Glad you've got it now. I know the nerves of the wait.
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Old Sep 02, 2016, 02:11 PM
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I'm having a good day, quiet and productive. Did almost 12 loads of laundry between yesterday and today because of moving. Now I'm putting it all away- a daunting task but I've been working steadily. I'm more up today, but not overly energetic.
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Old Sep 02, 2016, 02:12 PM
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Glad you've got it now. I know the nerves of the wait.
Have you received your cards yet? And if not I hope you receive them soon.
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Old Sep 02, 2016, 02:16 PM
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I haven't, but I got word they were processed the 24th of August, so I should have mine before the ECT appointment.
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Old Sep 02, 2016, 02:20 PM
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I have been doing anything except work today. I've done only a quarter of what I normally do and I have about an hour left to go...
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Old Sep 02, 2016, 04:58 PM
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I haven't, but I got word they were processed the 24th of August, so I should have mine before the ECT appointment.
That's good, hope.you get them soon.
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Old Sep 02, 2016, 05:08 PM
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Bit depressed, sleeping too much again.
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Old Sep 02, 2016, 05:27 PM
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I got new enclosures for my hard drives. Everything went well except for one new thing that wasn't fully documented in the instructions. I may have messed up my hard drives as a result and I shudder to think of all the data I could be losing. My husband is going to try and fix it but I'm not holding my breath on this one.
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Old Sep 02, 2016, 07:59 PM
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I'm feeling irritable today.
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Old Sep 02, 2016, 10:15 PM
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Yup, it's my mother. She paid her bill is now back at her place. I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. I don't think I can let her stay here again if she needs to. Not to be harsh, but my mood tanks whenever she stays here. She might have to ask her sister next time. I love her, but I can't do it again.
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Old Sep 03, 2016, 12:27 AM
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Yup, it's my mother. She paid her bill is now back at her place. I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. I don't think I can let her stay here again if she needs to. Not to be harsh, but my mood tanks whenever she stays here. She might have to ask her sister next time. I love her, but I can't do it again.
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Old Sep 03, 2016, 04:59 AM
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i am awaiting my rain.

can it just hurry up.

i've struggled through some real bad few months, now all i want is my well deserved autumn rain. that's all
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Old Sep 03, 2016, 05:02 AM
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i need to write in my journal. (well, i don't need to, but if i don't do it, it will never get done)

trying to update it more frequently- i used to do it, why can't i do it now?
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Old Sep 03, 2016, 08:36 AM
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working today.
I need coffee, sweet man made it for me after I asked.
yawn
slept hard last night,
woke an dreaming about warriors and symbols
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Old Sep 03, 2016, 09:00 AM
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I'm thinking today I'm going to get some cleaning and laundry done. Then pick up the Home Improvement episodes I reserved at the library. Yes, the 90s show with Tim Allen. I think my son will love it. Maybe we'll pull out the sofa bed this evening and watch them.

First, however, I have to get my butt of this couch! Bipolar Check in thread #13
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Old Sep 03, 2016, 10:36 AM
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Glad it's Saturday as always lol, it's a beautiful day today. Nothing planned but I'm fine with that.
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Old Sep 03, 2016, 10:45 AM
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I have an awful case of hypersomnia due to depression. I think I got 10-11 hours of sleep last night, as opposed to my usual 7-8. Even worse, I don't feel refreshed! wtf

I want a nap -- like a really, really long nap.

Maybe I'll try to do some work today since I literally did nothing yesterday. I have to make up the time somehow. Bummer.
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