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#976
Oct 17, 2016, 11:14 AM
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Usually my Monday morning blues and anxiety subside once I'm at work and get busy but I'm struggling today. I'm here though I don't know how productive I'll be. I'm really grouchy as well
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
 Anonymous45023, gina_re, OctobersBlackRose
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#977
Oct 17, 2016, 11:37 AM
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So I've been at work for over four hours and I haven't done anything. It's most likely going to stay like that and I won't come in tomorrow. So tired of this.
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| Anonymous45023, bizi, OctobersBlackRose
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#978
Oct 17, 2016, 05:14 PM
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Went to T and now have some accountability on getting myself out of the house. I also had a dentist appointment this afternoon. I need another crown and my dental insurance is used up for this year, so I'll have to wait until January for pre-authorization. Ugh. At least I won't have to bite into Christmas financially. (Well kind of--we promised our daughter we'd pay for one of her classes so we'll do that.) Otherwise, my teeth have been scraped and polished for another three months.
Have photos to process tomorrow and more clothes to wash. Yay. |
| bizi, OctobersBlackRose
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#979
Oct 17, 2016, 07:38 PM
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sigh
bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
| Anonymous45023, gina_re, Nammu, OctobersBlackRose, VerMOZZica
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#983
Oct 18, 2016, 03:16 PM
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Weather is finally cooling down so I can put on fall clothes. Yay! It's been weird running around wearing shorts for mid October.
I finished processing my latest batch of photos and put them online. I'm currently doing a load of laundry and waiting on my husband to come back from grocery shopping so I can make dinner. Baked teriyaki chicken and green beans. Oh and I voted today. Hooray for absentee ballots. |
| Anonymous59125, bizi, OctobersBlackRose
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#984
Oct 18, 2016, 03:46 PM
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Feeling blah today. Really I can't remember the last time I really laughed. I miss laughter and need some in my life. I'm tired of being down all the time. Rant over!
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
| Anonymous45023, bizi, gina_re, OctobersBlackRose
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#985
Oct 18, 2016, 05:09 PM
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So couch-locked! It's shameful! This morning I was told an important secret that I cannot tell anyone, and I have a big mouth! This was the wrong day to quit benzodiazepines!
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| Anonymous45023, Anonymous59125, bizi, Nammu, OctobersBlackRose
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#986
Oct 18, 2016, 06:11 PM
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Had my individual therapy session yesterday since my therapist won't be there tomorrow. Wrote one of the letters and gave it to the intended recipient yesterday with my therapist in the room, let's just say the recipient is also a therapist (my old case manager), well I had a freak out Infront of both of them, had to have him read the letter to himself cause I lost the ability to speak. I hate confronting people, had bad experiences with it. Idk what I'm going to do when I have to confront my current case manager, especially w/o my therapist there with me, if I freak out couldnt speak and was on the floor yesterday, then I'm going to just give my case manager her letter and run out of the room. I mean the one I gave yesterday was just a simple one compared to what I have to do, I still have to wait until I get my neuro-psych records until I give my current case manager her letter, due to her trying to un-diagnose me as something I was test ed for and dx'ed with (autism), so I told be awhile until I have to give her her letter, but my therapist wants me to start working on it this week, and idk how, even though it is only a rough draft. F***! So yeah that's how things are going for me, other thN all that, listening to music to distract myself, and going to go to bed soon, just tired today and idk why. Got my DBT group tomorrow afternoon, so yeah...
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Wir sind was wir sind English We are what we are MDD w/psychotic features, BPD |
| Anonymous45023, Anonymous59125, bizi
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#987
Oct 18, 2016, 08:41 PM
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So I didn't go to work today. My anxiety is getting the best of me. I almost didn't go to the support group tonight, but I forced it and made it just in time. I think I'm going to be off this week, so that means I can go to the lunch some of the members are going to on Thursday. I need to work on socializing more.
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| Anonymous45023, bizi, OctobersBlackRose
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| bizi, Coconutzo
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#988
Oct 18, 2016, 09:35 PM
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Not depressed. Just sad and heartbroken. But I'll be alright.
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| Anonymous45023, bizi, gina_re, Nammu, OctobersBlackRose, Wander
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#989
Oct 18, 2016, 09:40 PM
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Quote:
bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#990
Oct 18, 2016, 11:00 PM
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Finished a massive assignment for my Literature class at university. So relived. It was a monster. Think I did ok. No time to pause for a break though as I head full swing into preparation for my exam in two weeks.
This would be easy if the Chronic Fatigue Syndrome wasn't flaring up badly and I wasn't processing past trauma . I am utterly exhausted all the time even though I sleep for 9 hours and take an hour nap most days. I am so fed up being limited by physical and mental illnesses. At the moment all I can manage is 16 hours of work and one unit at university, about 12 hours a week. I hardly ever have the energy to even socialise. I spend the rest of my free time crashed on my couch thinking about things, surfing the net or watching TV.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features PTSD  "Phew! For a minute there I lost myself." 'Karma Police' by Radiohead |
| bizi, Nammu, OctobersBlackRose
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#991
Oct 18, 2016, 11:24 PM
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Ready for hump day
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
| bizi, OctobersBlackRose
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#992
Oct 19, 2016, 09:47 AM
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New thread is here http://forums.psychcentral.com/bipol...ml#post5331857
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