[MobiusPsyche]

Weeping for the third time today. Nothing makes sense.

[VerMOZZica]

I'm trying to get to sleep right now.I really shouldn't mess around with my routine.

yesterday got convinced my sister was in the room with me

very fritening, and actually awakened a lot of bad family memories

not sure how i'm feeling today

i'm alive, i guess. it's not a good thing, not a bad thing either, i'm just alive

had a bit of a lol moment this morning.. in the bathroom, and without thinking what i was doing (or actually realising their was something on top of the toilet), moved my hand to get something- and bam. the entire roll of toilet roll fell in to the toilet. all of it

at the time i was just shocked and actually quite upset (strange thing to get upset about, i know). but now i think.. lol, what the hell. we've all knocked stuff in to the toilet i'm sure. hehehe

[Coconutzo]

I got a full nights sleep last night. 9-530 with only ten minutes of awake time at 230.
I MUST be doing better. Phew.

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[Wild Coyote]

I am feeling fairly well.
Lots of extra stress this week. Am a little concerned it may upset my equilibrium. Trying to stay ahead of it.

I hope everyone has a better week!


WC

[Coffeee]

I'm having a stressful week, had to miss volunteering when I might be getting hired, because of unexpected surgery I had to have re-done and we are moving to a tiny room in my mom's house by the first cause of not enough money no idea where I'll put all my stuff!

[hopeless2015]

Day 2 of sleeping all day. I can't keep doing this, I'll end up ip. I have to force myself up and to work tomorrow I can't stay hidden in the dark bedroom. I need to get out of this funk.

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Originally Posted by hopeless2015

Day 2 of sleeping all day. I can't keep doing this, I'll end up ip. I have to force myself up and to work tomorrow I can't stay hidden in the dark bedroom. I need to get out of this funk.

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I feel ya. I'm the same way

My concentration does not exist, so I can't even do work when I try to.

What I'm gonna do tonight is go out to the mall and walk around. Just getting out of the house helps me a lot. If you force yourself to do it, you won't regret it.

[hopeless2015]

Thank blue..I know your right!

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[Unrigged64072835]

Slowly working on my agoraphobia. I got out to the bank today so that was good. Everything seems to be on an even keel, even with the midday anxiety.

[VerMOZZica]

I`m feeling pretty tired today.I couldn`t get to sleep until about 3:30 in the a.m. So I slept in but I`m still feeling tired.

[xRavenx]

I'm really regretting my reaction to my mom going through my stuff. She was trying to organize it, but I am way too old for that. I am living with her only because I cannot afford to get out. I used to live on my own. She started name calling, saying I'm so disorganized that I'll never be able to make it on my own. I flipped out and admit my reaction was out of line, but she pretty much hates me now. When things get me angry, I am a loose cannon lately, but she tends to trigger me. She has always been a loose cannon though. I feel bad, but when I apologize, she won't believe me. Almost got kicked out. I really do feel sorry, although I cannot stand when she calls me names. Just had to vent.....hopefully she'll accept my apology at a later time. I'm still feeling mixed emotions.....both anger and remorse. I think my Bipolar makes me super agitated lately, so I can't deal with things in the right way. I don't want to make excuses though.

[Wander]

Been really depressed. Saw my pdoc yesterday and he upped the Cymbalta which I started last Thursday. It has made subtle differences and my doctor said he could notice an improvement. My Ritalin was upped too as it can help with depression. Hardly slept Monday night and knew I wouldn't be able to sleep by midnight last night so I took some Zyprexa and slept well.

Seeing my T today which will help a lot. Decided not to drop my only unit at university this semester and press on, hoping to at least pass. I have an assignment due tomorrow but I go an extension. Thankfully I have been finally able to work on it since I started the Cymbalta so I should do ok. Feeling better about myself now I am not dropping out of university.

Not doing so well. Feeling on the edge. Appointment with pdoc only 28 Sept still waiting for cancelation call. I know it's not going to happen - it never does. That makes me even more irritated with the stupid receptionist lying to me re. calling me for a cancellation. Just **** tell me not to bother and wait my turn like a good kid.

having a high anxiety day today for no reason at all. i know i'm anxious, but have no idea why i'm anxious (these days happen to me quite a bit, and they suck)

apart from that i'm doing okay. my left ear is partially blocked (but nothing threatening), and it's the last day of august... i've made it through summer- even if that meant staying in an overheated room every day. but i made it through summer and i'm glad of that

[hopeless2015]

Been in bed the last two days. I'm up and showered I have a dr appt at 10:30 I can't miss then forcing myself to go work. I feel a little better today, I think the shower helped a lot. Anxious about leaving the house though

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[Coconutzo]

I'm a bit low on sleep. I can't actually tell how much I slept. Im a bit tired though so I'm sure it isn't anything to worry about. I ran myself ragged yesterday, with crazy workouts, social engagements and finishing two books. I've started listening to motivational audio books when I run too! I got through over and hour of my first one yesterday!
I'm feeling less depressed and more motivated so that's good.

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My head doesn't feel right. I don't know how to describe it, but it feels like there's a huge weight inside, and when that weight "shifts", I feel a bit dizzy/disoriented.

I've also been sleeping all day, so who knows.

[p00dlez]

I found out in a email that a group that I ordered some info about psychiatric abuses from is really the church of scientology. Some religions really freak me out and that one is probably somewhere at the top of the freak out list. Sorry if this is your religion but they do freak me out. Don't feel alone though several others freak me out too.

Now I guess the church of scientology has my name and address and email. Hope they have my old phone number and not the new one, I cant remember. Already took a Xanax. I knew something seemed weird when they called me to ask about the videos they sent several years ago but I would have never guessed this. Not sure how to process this, just freaking out about it.

[Wild Coyote]

I'm just getting my equilibrium again and this week is so stressful.
I'm hoping to stay stable. I could swing either way with this stress.
It's all important stuff that cannot wait.
It will be very hectic for the next 3-4 days, at least.
Trying to minimize the effects of stress.


WC

[jacky8807]

I have been on my APS again and doing just ok. Going to talk to doc about adding on for depression
Even though I want to remain on smallest Amount of meds as possible I also want to function better sighhhhhhh

[scatterbrained04]

Feeling mentally a little better today but felt physically ill this morning. I'm exhausted.

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[raspberrytorte]

Out of the hospital. Yea!

Yay! So pleased for you
We were all so worried about you

[hopeless2015]

Welcome back ras!! Glad your out! I'm doing much better today. Went to Dr appt and work

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