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#26
Oct 17, 2016, 01:40 PM
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No sleep? Oof that's tough! Probably a good decision not to watch AHS.
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#27
Oct 17, 2016, 01:43 PM
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(((((((( big hugs to Shattered ))))))))
I agree - an awesome articulate intelligent person 
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#28
Oct 17, 2016, 06:49 PM
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(((HUGS))) You always have support here. I am sorry that you are going through a tough time and hope things get better soon. It's a process that takes time. Wishing you well.
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#29
Oct 17, 2016, 09:49 PM
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I know I`ve only posted here on the forums for a little while but I wanted to send you my best wishes.I really hope it gets better soon.
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#30
Oct 18, 2016, 03:30 AM
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Hang in there shattered sanity!
You're a great asset to our community 
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#31
Oct 19, 2016, 12:14 AM
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Feel better, and happy, ((((((shattered sanity))))))!
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#32
Oct 19, 2016, 12:32 AM
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Take care sweetie
hate to say it, but I have been there. Your brain is going thru a shock and needs rest. I hope you find a way. Hugs
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#33
Oct 19, 2016, 12:48 AM
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#34
Oct 19, 2016, 04:34 AM
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I do really want to watch it though remember I posted about I was going to give it back when the postman came? I didn't. I tried too, but cried over it like a baby and started rolling on the floor clutching it to my chest why. why do I want to watch it, when I no it's bad. i've not been able to remove it from my desk without some sort of extreme reaction |
 Anonymous45023, Coffeee
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#35
Oct 19, 2016, 04:39 AM
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my biggist problem this week has been memory issues (really eating away at my life), and anxiety (about everything)
I've not cut which is good, but I have (and am currently) binging on a 2 KG bag of pick and mix sweets. I've also had other stuff this week... takeout fried chicken yesterday (12 peaces), and almost got through another chocolate tin (not good on the binge front at all) as for the suicidal urges, I've started looking up people in my area who can discuss funerals/ last requests. I did start doing this before, but I stopped because I reached the realisation I didn't need a funeral (even if I did, who would show up?), but I started looking again because getting the final bit right is important (and I imagine it will be soon) not actually thinking about suicide at the moment. I'm just doing that with the funeral people (I hope I can find someone) |
| Anonymous45023, Coffeee
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#36
Oct 19, 2016, 09:04 AM
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It sounds like you are making plans...please contact your therapist or pdoc.
((((HUGS))))) bizi worried about you.....
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Oct 19, 2016, 09:13 AM
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I am not making plans. I promise. I'm just.. I guess, putting things in order to save me doing it later on |
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#38
Oct 19, 2016, 10:58 AM
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I'm worried about you too that sounds serious. Although good job not cutting!
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#39
Oct 20, 2016, 12:27 PM
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I struggled yesterday.
lots of annoying fireworks those little ****ers are triggering in so many ways in turn they caused anxiety and confusion |
| Coffeee
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Oct 20, 2016, 02:07 PM
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Oct 21, 2016, 01:54 AM
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I wish I could help in some way, shattered.
 
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Oct 21, 2016, 04:29 AM
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a while ago, I suggested something like that in which members, as well as posting in the threads could reach out on your pubblic profiles and send words of encouragement on private message I think the general theory was, that we have the forums, and if someone wants to reach out to someone, they can- and the Idea never happened I love the idea now of a support thread (like my one) we should have our own subforum, member passific support, and in that forum have threads for all the active posters here then if someone wants to post a message for someone for everyone on the forum to see, ta-da the problem: too many members, and if we started creating threads for 1 person and not the other, yeah... stupid idea glad i have this thread though. I value it |
| bizi, Coffeee
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#43
Oct 23, 2016, 08:10 AM
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i've not been updating this thread (actually quite bad of me), so here goes..
the positives are that since I posted about the fireworks, i've not heard anymore (but I know i'm going too, that time's coming up) i've not harmed myself and i've been using my crystal a lot to ground me negatives are that i'm still not sleeping, had some pretty violent helusinations on friday and saturday, and that i'm still looking in to funeral people (as i've not found anyone) |
| Anonymous45023, bizi, Coffeee
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Oct 23, 2016, 08:29 AM
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When do you see your health professionals next? Could you call and be seen quicker?
bizi
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Oct 25, 2016, 03:25 PM
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currently focused on trying to find some good headphones to block out the sound of the fireworks (I can't have them trigger me like they did last week!)
just going to go on amazon and read through some reviews, see what I can find (I suppose the up side to this, is that i'm not focussed on looking for funeral people) ordered lots of new stuff to binge on, and it's been pretty bad the last couple days no self harm though, and about.. well, i'd say about 15 minits sleep (just a lousy 15), since my last post |
| Coffeee
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#46
Oct 25, 2016, 03:28 PM
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The headphones sound like a great idea. I'm really concerned about your lack of sleep tho. Could you get something to help you like a PRN? Can you call your doctor?
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Oct 25, 2016, 03:38 PM
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sadly, I am 1 of those cases where i can be stuffed with sleep meds, put in perfect conditions, and still not sleep. here's how bad it is: years ago when I had to have an operation on my throat and they tried to put me out using the needle, it just didn't work it's like sleep is a mystery to me |
| Anonymous59125, Coffeee
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#48
Oct 25, 2016, 03:41 PM
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That sounds terribly hard!
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#49
Oct 25, 2016, 03:47 PM
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actually, not really my body's so used to it it's like you don't even notice |
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Oct 26, 2016, 04:33 AM
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I've finally fixed my internet radio
so, I can now listen to radio atlantis again (i've missed listening!) yesterday I had a helusination... well, I am not sure if it was a helusination- or if the actual person was talking to me. going to try figure it out today.. (how often do you guys doubt your helusinations?) |
| bizi, Coffeee
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