My mood

I'm in a foul mood today...I'm angry and agititated...I'm not sure why...but I am...I'm tired of this.

I know how you feel Direction...some days I feel the same way and I can't figure out for the life of me why. Most days I just want to stop feeling so confused and like a worthless piece of sh&t...

hang in there...it will come full circle

Direction, your definetly not alone on feeling that way, I often feel the same way and its hard to cope with. When I go through those days feeling angry and agitated for no reason it is definetly one of those days when its rough, so hang in there.

I get "tired"too,Sick and tired of being sick and tired.
I just dont get this curse.

I think I know where it came from...having trouble getting the kids' mom involved in their therapy sessions...she's the one having all the issues at her house and none at mine...she has heard it from me and she even asked the children if they take care of chores, etc. at my house...

Can't she see that she is part of the problem...she's kind of the parent where her fix my kid...I'm the one for the last 26 weeks every Saturday for 2 hours work with the therapist (it's either me and the oldest or the two oldest boys...one needs everyother week the other needs every week and I need every other week)...

I'm not a perfect parent...and I know too I can be part of the problem...

At least the T told me to keep doing what I'm doing...

Anyway she sent me an email ranting about one of the ideas we were thinking about and T didn't have a chance to email (he had gotten her permission, so that we could attempt to get her involved)...I simply told her to call T...though I didn't engage her in the email...it bothered me to know end...and took me from calm, to heating, to cooking, to boiling, to boiling over in a matter of seconds...

Direct quote form him after his phone conversation with her..."I don’t know if I can be successful, but I will try to buffer her wrath and see if I can’t get her to be reasonable. Don’t hold your breath".

So There was a reason...but I was so in the tornado at the time...

You just cant change a problem unless you own up to it.
Sounds like the ex isnt owning up....pretty hard to change that,you have a right to be angry and frustrated.
Sorry your having such a tough time.

((((((((((( Direction )))))))))))

I hope your ex cooperates and I'm so sorry you're having such a hard time with her. You said you realize you could be part of the problem with the children, but you sound like a wonderful parent to me.

Hugs,
(if allowed)

Jan