Positive Things I've done today #6

I am having a hard day; yet, was able to post some on PC, which helps me to feel I have not wasted my entire day!
I love my friends on PC!

WC

I did nothing today. I really needed a day like this.

Ugh. So many things to do and I have been frozen unable to do anything. I have been wearing the same clothes since Friday, I am gross. I did read a book and cuddle with my kitties and stare into oblivion imagining and worrying about my imminent demise due to a health issue. basically I wasted my days off feeling like crap.

But I did start to take down christmas and I finally went thru 3 months worth of unopened mail, so I guess that Is something....

Swept the floors, got dishes washed up, took out trash. Cleaned bathroom. Polished off the oatmeal chocolate chip cookies LMAO

Got myself up, took a shower and ate a meal. Self-care is so important.

Washed the car and did laundry.

Did more homework, did three loads of laundry, and the usual household stuff.

Also built a small song with loops and wrote more poems.

Took a Klonopin when I started feeling really angry and impulsive. I know that sounds strange when it comes to a "positive thing that I did," but at least it was my way of knowing when it's time to recognize that I need help, and the PRN was prescribed to me for a reason.

Something I did that really was positive: I did a return at Kohl's and bought a new scarf and new pants. I hate returns, but I felt like I got something done, since I've been wanting to do that.

I got my feet finally taken care of. I also sent out a package without having a meltdown like usual.

Got up, took a shower, got dressed (and didn't freak out because I was running late).

Took my time, didn't let things out of my control bother me, and went to my therapy appointment.

I also managed to mail out my Valentine's Day presents, and made it to the Post Office even though I didn't think I would.

Got up, came to work..late 20 minutes because of snow, but I'm here. Moody as **** but I'm keeping it together pretty good

I did laundry and turned down a cupcake. Yay Me!!!

Passed my last app exam with only one question wrong. Have two weeks before the final exam is available.

I cleaned my bedroom and folded and put away laundry and did the dishes.

Yesterday, did laundry and made pot of chili. Today, got out of bed, picked up my prescription.

I ate a healthy lunch, exercised, got to the grocery store, and picked up my prescriptions.

I feel good. Like I know that I would.

I took a nap when we came home this morning. I needed the extra sleep and my mood is better.

I didn't beat myself up too much, even though I had a major setback today.

I actuallly slept like a "normal person" - 7 hours. Unfortunately I did it by doubling my sleep meds. I grew tired of only getting 3-5 hours of sleep a night. I wasn't smart, & I wouldn't do it on a regular basis, but I actually feel rested for the first morning in a long time.

I took out all my sadness and fear by writing poems. I now have more to work with.

I went out of the house for a little while around lunch. Then I at least started the preparations for an ambitious dinner I have planned for tonight. I so far cut up a chicken.

I came to work even though I really didn't want to, and I even got a fair amount of my tasks done for the day

I had coffee away from work and sat and read for an hour. It was amazing!

Nothing really, just the fact I got up when the sun was up is a hugs accomplishment for me.