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I traded it in for a whole 'nother world A pirate flag and an island girl |
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#802
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#803
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drank too much....
((((HUGS)))) bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#804
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Was at social gathering this afternoon. Was nice and had fun. Didn't realize what it takes out of me until I got home. Exhausted. Dozed on and off this evening and now I can't take listening to the chatter of the tv the news or anything. Super restless. Gonna try reading and hopefully will fall asleep.
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#805
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Had a great day. Went home alone for the first time since being IP. I went for a walk along the beach, listened to vinyl and cleaned my flat. Then I went to my parents and spent some quality time with them. Now I'm back in hospital and really bored. Finishing TMS on Wednesday and hoping to be discharged that day or the next, just haven't confirmed it with my pdoc. Feeling happy and fairly content. Will stay at my parents for a week or so after discharge as I've been IP 8 weeks and going straight home alone will be a big change. The extra support will help the transition.
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#806
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Getting quite shaky ~ been off meds for almost a week because the only doctor in this one horse town hasn't returned my calls. At my initial appointment he said he had no problem prescribing until I could get hooked up with TelePsych, but????
Don't have a car to get to a city and probably couldn't drive anyway and none of the places I've called have any openings until November. Ready to give up!!! Wish I'd never moved to this G*d forsaken place!!! |
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#807
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Managed to get a couple chores done yesterday. Chores and grocery shopping on the agenda today. Fighting through all the anxiety I seem to be having lately. It's horrid.
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#808
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Had a good day, but then got upset about something and now I can't sleep. I tend to ruminate about things and it gives me insomnia.
Either I sleep too much, or not enough. I hate bipolar.
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"I get knocked down, but I get up again..." Bipolar 1 |
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I just paid a sh_tload of student loans off. I will finish BY JANUARY 2018, much earlier than anticipated.
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#810
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yeah!!!!! bizi
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#811
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I'm so tired of bipolar and anxiety and being so isolated. Dealing with so much anxiety and restlessness and distractibility right now. Meanwhile people keep telling me I'm funny. I think maybe I need to learn to shut up when I'm at work. Sigh...
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#812
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May we each fully claim the courage to live from our hearts, to allow Love, Faith and Hope to enLighten our paths. ![]() |
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#813
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I'm having another good, stable day. Now that I'm thinking clearly, I am still thinking that I absolutely do not want to continue in education. I am going to finish out this year doing my best but I am making preparations to apply to the master of social work program at a good university in my state. I don't know wtf I'm going to do financially or for a job in the meantime but I have ten months to figure it out. If I'm lucky they will let me go again and I can collect unemployment until I find something. However, I am saving as much money as I can to prepare.
I feel good about my decision. This is the direction I want my life to take.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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#814
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I'm still losing my mind with all this itching. I accidentally doubled up on my lamictal last week and I have been scratching to the point of bleeding since then. No rash, just itchy...everywhere...gaaaaah!
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A friend of mine had moved far, far out into the wilderness, into a very small town. There was no doctor in town. The nearest (tiny) ER was almost two hours away. The nearest mental health center was two hours away. He'd ended up having to do "telemedicine," seeing a pdoc on Skype. He was never happy with the psych care. Please don't give up! Please reach out to the doctor (again) and also to your pharmacist. ![]() WC
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#817
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#818
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Do you have a rash? I think you've answered this question before, saying no rash? Your pharmacist should know if s/he has some topical Benadryl and should also have some idea if it's safe for you and/or if it might help you. Did the pharmacist say if this is an actual "histamine" reaction or something else? Either your doctor and/or your pharmacist should be able to help you. Please reach out to them again. My heart goes out to you. ![]() WC
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I called my pharmacist and he said it was for sure from the lamictal. Benadryl was helping but I ran out yesterday. Need to get more soon. No rash...Thank God!
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#820
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Much Love to You, Bizi!
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#821
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![]() I sometimes buy the liquid generic form of Benadryl (diphenhydramine), so I can keep the dose as low as possible while also getting relief. Just a thought. So very glad there is no rash! ![]() WC
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#822
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Ehh
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#823
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That sounds completely miserable. I hope it goes away soon.
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Thank you guys for the well wishes. I took some allergy pills and I'm barely itchy anymore! YAY!!!
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#825
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It is good to be funny!
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