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#26
Aug 08, 2017, 02:23 PM
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2 weeks today.
I am contacting her lawyer I want every damn thing she owed out of my home, Before I blow torch the room. Maybe my rage will lessen if I remove every speck of her things ? I can only hope since apparently the type of T I am needing/ asking for seems like a f'ing Zebra in the Therapy field.
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#27
Aug 08, 2017, 04:07 PM
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so sorry for the trauma....
love ya, lily
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#28
Aug 08, 2017, 05:25 PM
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I love you
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#29
Aug 08, 2017, 05:44 PM
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Her Lawyer is such a kind man. We have talked many times over the last couple years and of course more so in the last 2 weeks
He said I can certainly get rid of her things since its causing me such overwhelming mental anguish. Anything of value to help pay her debts ( laptops, tablets, cell phone etc ) I need to drop off to him and get her car the hell out of my driveway. I can take that also.................. I want any trace of her out of my life. Im still rageful Maybe once I erase her belongings out of my life things will ease? I still need a T to get over this tragedy. I do know when I actually go back in that room for the first time I will probably explode, But it needs done, My husband offered to do it but I think slamming everything in trash bags could be helpful for me.
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| bizi, HALLIEBETH87, notz, pirilin, Victoria'smom, Wild Coyote, wildflowerchild25, xRavenx
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#30
Aug 08, 2017, 07:08 PM
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I would let your husband do it he offered so it doesn't cause you more anger and you don't break any of her stuff. I am usually very vague when finding a T until actually meeting the T. Maybe an IOP program would be better right now just to get your foot in the door.
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#31
Aug 10, 2017, 05:55 PM
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Wishing you the best and to find a great T.
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#32
Aug 11, 2017, 07:27 PM
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#33
Aug 13, 2017, 10:54 PM
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Over half of her stuff has been bagged for donation , will finish the rest tomorrow.
Then take her car to her lawyers office..,,,I want it out of my driveway and then I will smudge the hell out of my home with sage and sweet grass. I still need to find a T to process this all, I have such rage and hate that I have to deal with. I'm still also dealing with nightmares all night long and awake it's a constant on my mind. Anyway thats the update of my life.
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| bizi, Nammu, notz, pirilin, Wander, Wild Coyote, wildflowerchild25, xRavenx
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#34
Aug 14, 2017, 12:45 AM
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I really hate you are suffering. I have my fingers crossed that you will find a T real soon.
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#35
Aug 14, 2017, 02:19 PM
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I'm so sorry hun, I hope you can process this all, so you can begin to heal.
Your anger is justified. What she did was purely selfish and you didn't deserve one iota of it. Thinking of you hun. PS. Jordan sends her love and well wishes. 
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#36
Aug 14, 2017, 08:16 PM
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Oh wow, what a lot to go through...
When I get that angry, I write and write until I'm exhausted. Everything that angers me. Loads of curse words and exclamation points. I just empty it all out until I wear out. And do it every day if I need to. I find it burns out after a while. |
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#37
Aug 15, 2017, 06:11 PM
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Tomorrow is week 3
I should have all her things out of my home this week. Found the bullet hole today so yeah let's add to my nightmares. For anyone out there that thinks suicide is the answer , please know you will leave devastation in your path and someone will have to sort out the mess on all levels.
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#38
Aug 15, 2017, 06:45 PM
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I'm sorry this happened to you. I wish it didn't. I can't fix
This but if I could you know I would. I love you gal. I'm here for you. You need Matt too!
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#39
Aug 16, 2017, 12:26 AM
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So sorry sis, I'd fill the bullet hole up asap if I were in your most unfortunate shoes...
You are coping under these immensely stressful conditions, even if it doesn't always feel like it, so remember to give yourself some credit, a pat on the back. Idk what id do in your shoes, but you're definitely wearing them better than I ever could Thinking of you 
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#40
Aug 17, 2017, 06:40 PM
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Tomorrow the last of the belongings will be gone from my home.
Im closing this thread down after 3.5 weeks of hell. I have rambled far to long, sorry about that. Thanks to anyone that has followed the violent tragedy that happened in my life.
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#41
Aug 17, 2017, 07:05 PM
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I wish it hadn't happened but I am glad you are surviving it. Makes me
Think twice about ending my life that way.
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#42
Aug 17, 2017, 07:24 PM
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  (((((( Christina )))))) WC |
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#43
Aug 17, 2017, 07:34 PM
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Very sorry to hear you are in so much pain.
I hope you find peace very soon.
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#44
Aug 17, 2017, 07:44 PM
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((((HUGS))))
You always have support here. So sorry that you're going through a terrible time.
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#45
Aug 17, 2017, 10:25 PM
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Please be kind to your self.
((((((HUGS))))) bizi
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#46
Aug 18, 2017, 09:06 AM
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Big hugs!!!
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#47
Aug 19, 2017, 11:13 PM
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Know that you've been very much on my mind.
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#48
Aug 20, 2017, 11:52 AM
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Am trying my best to offer healing vibes your way each day.
You are on my mind daily. Please continue taking excellent care. WC
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#49
Aug 20, 2017, 07:58 PM
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Sending love and BIG HUGS. Thinking of you Christina. Take good care of yourself.
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#50
Aug 21, 2017, 07:59 AM
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Take good care of yourself. We love you.
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