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A penny fer ya, Guy.
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The answer, put simply for those so-minded, was and is, “no.” But, it seems, so many rushed to a diagnosis that mirrored their own: so much more pleasant to be part of group-think, righto? Now I am, by nature, a right basterd, but attempting to broaden our numbers by analysing - or even suggesting possible mental and physical defects - a 17-year-old horny male virgin? That’s VILE (and, let’s play Scrabble) and EVIL. |
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Hostile responses are hostile.
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I hate my life because of it
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I get what your saying brother. When I'm full on manic I do like the rush. one of the first things I notice sometimes at the beginning is that I want to do something for police officers to stop me. For no reason I guess but the danger. But for a lot of other things like shopping and sex I just feel out of control and this crazy pressure inside to JUST DO IT. I'm not looking for the risk as much as I cant control what I want to do do do and do it now. I guess its a mix.
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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and as a psychiatrist explained it to me once, you lose your inhibitions. I have no idea why this seems to translate into sex and shopping so much but there are other things. All the feelings of omnipotence ,the euphoria, the feeling connected to god, feeling like I can heal people and have psychic abilities. Start planning my route into Harvard for astro physics lol. Its not just a rush we seek.
I DO seem much more intelligent and capable when I'm manic so there is something to be said about that.
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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It seems this thread has gone off course in an unsupportive way. This thread will now be closed.
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![]() WildcatVet, ~Christina
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