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I think I experience it from time to time. I know it's not a listed symptom of bipolar but from lurking here I've read it's not uncommon.
I don't really know how to explain what happens, but I'll try. It feels like there's some sort of disconnect between my mind, my body, and the world. Like I can see things, hear them, feel them, taste them, smell them, but I don't really process that. Every thing seems different, but when I try to pinpoint what it is nothing stands out. I know I'm real and there, but it doesn't feel that way. I can bring myself out of it by intensely focusing on my surroundings and describing them to myself or doing something interactive and narrating it ex: I am typing, this is me coming up with words I want to type, using my fingers to hit the keys, and the keys making words on the screen. Typing isn't a good example because screens don't really feel like reality to me regardless, but you get the point. Do you dissociate? How would you describe it? |
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I feel that. My t says its derealization
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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I have experienced derealization, a form of dissociation, for 30 years. Besides a severe depression I'd say the derealization is my worst symptom. For me, it feels like I am looking at everything through a glass wall. I am connected just fine to myself; it's that there's something odd between me and the visual world. I (and some pdocs) have suspected I have some type of epilepsy, though.
You can take a look at minddisorders.com (under depersonalization) or dpselfhelp.com for a lot of info on depersonalization. |
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I understand what you mean.
For me it’s like I’m covered in a cloth that everything looks fuzzy through but I feel nothing and coming out of it everything is foggy and tingling, like waking up from a dream.
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I guess I should describe my own example.
It feels like nothing is real and I'm dreaming and life is going on as usual but I'm disconnected from it. I feel dead or like nothing is real.
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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Feel detatched from everything- like others have said like nothing is real.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 3 mg Gabapentin 300 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) |
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I feel detached like looking at the world through a glass wall too, but in my case I feel like I'm the one that's not real.
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I've felt derealization during my entire 40 years of depression. I feel very detached from myself and can't feel myself or anything around me and I feel unreal. I've also felt outside of my body. It's a horrible feeling. It made it impossible to communicate. After my depression lifted this year I've felt more attached to myself and not so unreal.
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My mind, soul, and body are in different dimensions. Never the same dimensions for longer then 2 min. Idk wtf is happening
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I go into a fuzzy daze staring into oblivion, then another Other steps in and takes over. When I experience dp/dr....it feels like a bubble of alien envelopes my body.
Try grounding techniques like tactile approaches...an ice cube on the skin, or mental approaches like distraction and focusing on an object ignoring your surroundings. I hope this helps hon. |
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Quote:
The last time that happened was last Thanksgiving, when my husband was bit by a dog. I was in a daze and I had to force myself to follow him to clean up his hand. |
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I feel this way all the time, like the world is going on out there, and I am living in a life only of my mind, getting these cables from planet earth, reacting to every thing 30 to 60 seconds late. I hate it because I feel like I am not even present for my daughter. I'm a mess.
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Whether you are a big deal or a small deal, there is always some kind of a deal going on. - Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche |
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I'll echo what many people have already said, it makes me feel like nothing is real, I'm in a total fog and mentally I am not present at all. Then later I can't remember anything, like it's just a complete blackout.
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I relate....
I think it is a protective mechanism developed early that becomes a problem when you carry it with you out of the situation/environment it protected you from. When I dissociate, the difference is that I am up on the ceiling watching me vs feeling like there is a kind of barrier between myself and the world around me (eg--like Sylvia Plath's Bell Jar...)
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