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#976
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Have had an amazing time this weekend. I went across to Glasgow (big city in Scotland).... about 2 hours away from where I stay. My friend who lives there was having a 30th Birthday celebration and Leaving do as he's coming back home to start a new job. So spent Saturday travelling there, meeting up with the group of friends then travelling to his house. His Wife met us in a restaurant for cocktails. Then partied from 6-1:30am before going to bed. But as usual I couldn't sleep. Then today (Sunday) my Sister and I travelled to the centre of Glasgow to met our Cousin and Aunt for lunch, had a walk around the Christmas market then travelled home. Chilling tonight. Sitting with my parents at the moment talking about Christmas.
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#977
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the past week has been good but today has been up and down. i keep getting the feeling like something bad is going to happen, which usually signals bad things (mentally). went out for ice cream with a couple of friends and now i feel disgusting in my body. i'm in recovery from an ed and haven't acted out for years, but often struggle with hating my body.
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#978
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]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
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#979
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I spent three hours cleaning my son’s complete disaster of a room. I threw all his **** out. Toys (most broken) legos ruined books everything. He’s got nothing but his birthday toys left. It’s his own fault. I’m so mad at him for treating his property that way. It’s my fault too for not enforcing the clean your room every day rule that I started last year. When I was hospitalized for depression back in April it fell by the wayside and I never picked it back up. But you can best believe he will be cleaning his room every day after school before he gets his iPad from now on.
I really wanted a Caesar salad today but alas, lettuce has been recalled so no one had one. Hopefully that’s resolved soon. I really want a damn salad. Going on my date soon. Very excited. Can’t wait to see RS again.
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#980
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Sad news today. One of my sister’s classmates passed away. Had some intestinal issues, needed surgery around the 18th, it didn’t go well after that. I knew him, my school being so small, was in a few clubs with him, some classes too that were electives.
He was only 39 years old and leaves behind a son (divorced). ![]()
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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#981
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I thought it was only Romaine lettuce that was recalled. I think iceberg is still ok (although I don't really care for iceberg). I think spinach would work too.
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#982
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Hello everyone !!
I’m feeling very clear and blunt today. Which I don’t think is a bad or wrong thing. I see my rheumy tomorrow for my normal 6 week appt. No way is he checking my frozen left shoulder. The exercises are doing nothing so far , I’m sure it will take a good long while to get any relief. The injury happened in a split second but the recovery will drag on and on. *sigh* In other news after my appt we are going out to get our grand daughter her Xmas gift. Tight budget but we put a few dollars away here and there. I’m thrilled I still have enough Thanksgiving left to just heat up !! No real cooking ..... go me !!! Lol Hope everyone has a great day !!!!
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#983
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Is that your ED talking?
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#984
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So sorry your shoulder is so stubborn! It's common, unfortunately, with a frozen shoulder. ![]() I hope your appt goes well and you have some fun shopping tomorrow. I, too, have some turkey and other food left over which has made meals very easy! ![]() WC
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#985
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Hello friend ![]() Beach boys were over rated anyway ![]() Good to see you ![]()
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#986
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Still ridin that hypo...
Actually sleepy. Working soon. Missed so much sleep last night. It's messed me up. I have to get my med situation under control. Or something. I can't let the paranoia get in.
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I>/\\/ Dx: Bipolar I w/ mixed features, BPD, ADHD, Anxiety, Gender dysphoria, ASD |
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#987
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Doing pretty well. I have been having a lot of anxiety lately but have been working through it
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#988
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Been having a bit of a pity party lately. I'm doing stupid **** and have no one to blame but myself. Time to get my **** back together again. I know what i need to do, just need to do it.
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#989
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Just checking in. Things have improved. Yay! But I'm exhausted. It's such a long story, but I got my son an appt to get in to start the process of getting psych care again. He had a psychotic break and they came out to see us. They were able to schedule the appt.
I have hope again. Just soooo tired. He wears me out. But I love him. I will fight for him. He's been off weed for like 6 weeks! He says he's done with it. I so hope he sticks to it. Thanks everyone for support. I don't come on often bc it's very exhausting dealing with a psychotic person. He wasn't taking his meds bc he thought they were drugged by these girls. Oh such a long story all his delusions. But for right now things have calmed down. |
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#990
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I laid down for a nap at 5 pm yesterday and woke up at 2 am perfectly awake! So i decided that this was bad so i went back to sleep- and didnt wake up till 6. I shoulve gone to starbucks at this point because it turns out my crfriend was there then but i just slept till 7:45. Ugh! Almost WORSE than too little sleep.
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#991
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#992
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I got woken up by the two PA’s to see if I wanted to join them at the gym. I would have liked to refuse I don’t like exercise and when I do exercise my chest hurts from the condition.
Anyway I went and about an hour into rock climbing I got super sick because my heart rate was 195 the highest it’s ever been. I want out of Metabolic Sydrome but if everytime I excerise something like this happens then I don’t see the Syndrome going away any time soon. I was actually enjoying myself too with the rock climbing. After my episode we all got smoothies but I honestly felt like that kid that wanted to go home way to early, they both understood the issue but my anxiety made me feel like they were mad, when I know they weren’t. I am currently working on an assignment for school, since apparently I’m fine when I don’t move, on the plus side dad fixed the plumbing issue. Hugs to everyone ![]()
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#993
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Id love to get rid of my metabolic syndrome but a month of depression recently didnt help with that.
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#994
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I hope the Rhummy appointment goes well, I’m sorry that your frozen shoulder is giving you such trouble. I don’t blame you I wouldn’t want anyone touching that either. Enjoy shopping for the granddaughter, I set a small budget for Christmas shopping too this year. I think after a certain age it’s more about the family time anyway over the gifts. Enjoy those leftovers, that’s the one thing I miss this Thanksgiving since we all went out was the lack of leftovers. ![]()
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#995
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School night. Getting dinner ready. Need to watch a funny show or something. Or go to bed. I feel a bit shaky.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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#996
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After over a week with hubby on vacation, which I loved, I look forward to being by myself with bird boy. Unfortunately, someone is coming tomorrow to do some work in my house in the late morning/early afternoon. I wish they were coming another day instead of tomorrow. I just wish I could be alone tomorrow and not have to rush to prepare the house for them. I still haven't even unpacked my luggage, and there are other little messes to clean up.
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#997
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![]() I have missed you! We are here for you anytime! ![]() WC
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#998
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![]() I am sooo glad things are calming down! We are here for you anytime. Please take care! ![]() WC
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#999
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My date went great! We got Indian food and then went bowling. He’s so sweet and easy to talk to. I can’t wait until Saturday when we go to the botanical gardens and see all the Christmas lights.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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#1000
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That's wonderful!
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