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Sep 24, 2019, 02:35 PM
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..... .... .... I don't know if what i'm currently experiencing is similar to a mixed episode.. or if its 'just further proof' of what a ****ed up individual I am... i'm almost beyond caring about the.. lack of sleep... extremely low mood and su ideation extreme anxiety allergies to meds horrible experiences with multiple medical (and other) professionals and all that other stuff.... i'm not laying in bed unable to move... but I would like nothing more than.
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I'm not going to act on my su ideation... but I wish I could.  sorry for the negativity. I don't know if anyone can relate to any of this 
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#2
Sep 24, 2019, 02:59 PM
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Sorry you’re struggling so much. I’m not really in the right head space to offer advice but I am here to support you!!
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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Sep 24, 2019, 03:33 PM
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Sep 24, 2019, 04:22 PM
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its a good sign that you are reaching out here on PC, if you would feel more comfortable speaking with someone, you can always call National Suicide Prevention Lifeline Call 1-800-273-8255 They are Available 24 hours everyday, they even have a online chat that you can do. No need to apologize. Just let us know how you are doing, keep us updated and even if you just wanna talk to us about this stuff. there is a huge group here that has a wealth of knowledge and has pretty much heard it all before. 
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current meds: -Oxcarbazepine -Gabapentin -Hydroxyzine -Risperidone -Zoloft Psychotherapy 2-3 times a month as needed Bipolar 1, PTSD Last edited by BipolarWolf; Sep 24, 2019 at 04:34 PM. |
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Sep 24, 2019, 04:31 PM
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What you are experiencing sounds really difficult. Have you been struggling like this for awhile? You deserve compassion as you deal with this. It's not your fault so try not to listen to those critical voices in your head that are telling you unkind things. Some of what you describe does remind me of the mixed episode I experienced, although I cannot say if that's the cause for you. Are there any professionals you might be able to trust to discuss this with? I know you mentioned having bad experiences in the past with professionals and I am sure that makes trusting hard. I am sorry that happened to you.
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Sep 24, 2019, 11:47 PM
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Hey there Fuzzy!
 I am so sorry you have been feeling down. it's great you are reaching out here! We all love you!  Promise me you'll get in touch with at least 3 members here before you do anything! Doing so might help you to understand you.: and your pain. PC would never be the same without you fUZZY! I would be incredibly sad to lose you. stay safe! This will pass!
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#7
Sep 25, 2019, 09:41 AM
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Thank you everyone
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Sep 25, 2019, 05:58 PM
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I am sorry you are suffering. I have been in a similar place for a little while. It is a constant battle to fight these thoughts and urges and keep going. I find it absolutely exhausting by the end of the day. I keep bringing myself back and bringing myself back and bringing myself back and--ah, it wears me out! But I march on because I don't want to go there. Distraction seems to be helpful. I have a couple of activities that I still enjoy for some reason, so I try to do them every day. It helps. Talking here and to some of the very few people who still actually support me helps. And I march on.
I do agree with the idea of getting in touch with your pdoc. Just to be sure he or she doesn't want to make any changes. In the mean time, keep reaching out. Don't throw in the towel. You can do it. Maybe think if there is some kind of activity you might get even a small amount of enjoyment from and give it a try. Hang in there. It's super, super hard. But you can push through it. I know you can.
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Sep 25, 2019, 06:01 PM
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Sorry you're feeling this way. It will pass though. It always does.
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