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Old Dec 30, 2023, 12:29 PM
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I spent yesterday crying off and on. He called me Moose or Mooser ever since I was a newborn as I was only three pounds at birth.
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Old Dec 30, 2023, 01:10 PM
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I'm so sorry for your loss Moose.
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Old Dec 30, 2023, 01:15 PM
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I'm so sorry, Moose.

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Old Dec 30, 2023, 01:22 PM
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I am so very sorry.
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Old Dec 30, 2023, 02:46 PM
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My condolences
we're here for you
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Old Dec 30, 2023, 02:49 PM
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I'm so sorry, Moose.

Love and loss are the two things we all feel and experience. You are not alone, we're here for you.
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Old Dec 30, 2023, 04:21 PM
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Sorry.
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Old Dec 30, 2023, 07:40 PM
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I’m so sorry for your loss ❤️🫂
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Old Dec 30, 2023, 07:46 PM
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I'm sorry Moose.
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Old Dec 30, 2023, 09:06 PM
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That's why your name here is Moose! My condolences
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Old Dec 30, 2023, 09:10 PM
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I’m sorry, moose.
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Old Dec 31, 2023, 05:02 AM
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Moose, I'm so sorry for your loss. Losing a parent is such a tough thing to bear. Please do take care of yourself during this grievous time.
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Old Dec 31, 2023, 03:42 PM
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Thanks everybody. I want to call him to talk with him one last time. His number is still in my phone.
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Benztropine 1 mg
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Old Dec 31, 2023, 04:16 PM
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If you have text messages from him that you want to keep be sure they are set to be saved. I didn't know that when my non-bio dad died and I lost every single text I'd ever had from him. I can't tell you how sad that makes me.


It's ok to keep his phone number in your phone. In fact I bet I still have mine. Yep, and he's been gone 3 years. I still check his facebook page sometimes too. No real reason but it makes him feel a little closer.
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Old Dec 31, 2023, 05:34 PM
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Old Dec 31, 2023, 11:00 PM
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My sister said she saw our dad today but he was young!
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Old Jan 01, 2024, 10:32 PM
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I'm so sorry for your loss.
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Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past, I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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Old Jan 11, 2024, 08:31 PM
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I am sorry for your whole family.
losing a parent is super hard. I feel for you.
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Old Jan 13, 2024, 11:23 PM
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I'm so sorry. I know nothing I can say will take the pain away

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