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Damn. Your psychiatrist really let you have it! Jeez. @Blueberrybook Unfortunately trazodone doesn't work for me. It just makes me sick. 😔 I'm going to try taking 10mg of melatonin tonight with my seroquel and see if that helps. __________________ The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "I'm scared. I'm old. I want to go home!" 😁 - anonymous |
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My brother in law is in the ER in a ton of pain. They don't know why. He is in a bed in the hallway and the pain meds aren't working.
So we have all 3 kids. I took my new med about an hour ago. I'm pretty chilled out but still nauseated. I fell asleep for 2 hours and I woke up feeling incredibly sick. Its my side. I was organizing my closet today. I feel a bit better now. I don't know whats going on with my bil. My mom was rushing the kids out the door and saying she would text or call me. Idk what that means. __________________ I'm Blue Last edited by Mountaindewed; Today at 08:24 PM.. |
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Period slowed down and has picked up again!
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I’ve come to the conclusion that my psychiatrist is right. I need to stop the THC. It doesn’t mix with bipolar. Last time I was smoking and taking edibles in the spring I got very psychotic and manic and felt like I was on a several week long acid trip it was terrifying. I don’t want to experience that again and that’s exactly what’ll happen if I keep doing it. He was there during that whole thing. It’s not worth it. Sometimes it seems okay but it’s so unpredictable it’s not worth the risk of it going horribly like it often does with me, it’s just one wrong high that could put me in the hospital. And to be honest I never want to experience what I experienced in the spring again cause that was terrifying on a whole new level. It sucks cause I like the fun parts of it like the euphoria. But it’s not worth it at all now that I think about it. I can’t change my brain chemistry so there’s no point dwelling/wishing I wasn’t bipolar so I could smoke weed and not experience the bad effects of it. It just is what it is.
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I took my night meds , now I’m listening to music. Might read some later before I go to sleep. I made homemade snickerdoodle cookies tonight. That reminds me I have a sink full of dishes from that so I need to deal with that before bed so I don’t wake up to it. I’m going to the pharmacy tomorrow to get my Covid and flu vaccines.
My psychiatrist works with my therapist and he saw in her notes that we’re doing EMDR and he was happy about that. I see my therapist on Friday __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Went to my daughter’s house today. We’re on the forth season of stranger things. Hopefully we’ll get though it before snow flies, but that’s not looking good as they tentatively announced snow in the upcoming week. I hate driving in the snow. I spent too many years in the south. Plus my accident several years ago has made me very leery of black ice. That feeling of total loss of control was horrible.
I slept well last night. __________________ Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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