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Old Jul 20, 2025, 06:42 PM
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I’ve been sick with the blood clots since about the 24th of last month so almost a month now. That plus multiple drs visits and ER visits- one for possible heart failure- and seeing a cardiologist and the follow up visits from the ER and the exhaustion…. I think it’s all added up to depression. That and my mother being mean to me today really put the icing on the cake! I see my primary dr in the morning and Wednesday I see my Pdoc which is just a coincidence. Then next Monday is my MRI. It seems never ending!
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Old Jul 20, 2025, 08:10 PM
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That is just way too much stress Remember back in the 80s they had these Stresspoints, like getting fired was 50, being sick was idk, and if you got too many, you were more liable to get sick. I think everybody probably ticks half the chart nowadays. But these are a lot of different health stressors for you.
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Old Jul 21, 2025, 04:29 PM
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Well now I feel hypomanic! I don’t need an MRI which was at 11:30 pm in the hospital basement ! My apartment is spic and span. I am saving money not having to pay for parking twice plus money to change my piercings to plastic and back again for said MRI. My primary dr gave me a clean bill of health! My blood clot is gone. And now my friend is coming to visit! Yay!
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Old Jul 21, 2025, 04:39 PM
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I'm glad things are looking up for you Moose that's great that you've been given a clean bill of health!
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I'm glad things are looking up for you Moose that's great that you've been given a clean bill of health!
Well the elephant is still in the room- I need to lose weight!
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That's doable.
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TMI warning: the new bed has been christened! After a whole month I sure did need that!! What a good ending to a good day!
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Went grocery shopping today and walked way more than my pcp suggested yesterday. Then I came home, ate lunch and took a 2-hour nap. Now I’m listening to music sitting on the couch.
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Seeing psych NP and case manager tomorrow. It’s been a couple months. We’ll have lots to talk about.
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TMI warning: the new bed has been christened! After a whole month I sure did need that!! What a good ending to a good day!
This is just what the doctor ordered. So glad for you!
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Seeing psych NP and case manager tomorrow. It’s been a couple months. We’ll have lots to talk about.
We did talk about a lot and she is keeping my meds the same, gave me refills, and wants to see me again in 2 months so I guess the depression about possibly dying is normal?
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We did talk about a lot and she is keeping my meds the same, gave me refills, and wants to see me again in 2 months so I guess the depression about possibly dying is normal?
You're depressed about possibly dying? But your blood clot is gone.
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TMI warning: the new bed has been christened! After a whole month I sure did need that!! What a good ending to a good day!
Lol. That's the first thing we'd do.
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You're depressed about possibly dying? But your blood clot is gone.
Yes it is. But they keep happening and we don’t know why.
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