You know you're borderline when...

Right now you need to practice healthy coping.

1. Drink some calming tea
2. Talk to someone you trust.
3. Realize that moods change and if you feel bad now. Tomorrow you will feel better or just not as bad.

Your impulsivity is worse than a three year olds.

You make a vow to NEVER join any more social networks...and...well..as you can see I'm posting.

You think tying your emotions down with duct tape might be a good idea.

You decide to marry a saint cause who else would put up with you?

You check the Job Postings for the following titles:

Emotional Immaturity Expert
Development Coordinator of Chaos
Director of Dysregulation

Supervisor of Stress

Professional Martyr

Supervisor of Self Destruction

you consider killing yourself just because you've decided you don't like the therapist your seeing in the morning..

LOL!

Yeah...maybe I would just cancel the appointment and watch some reality TV. But that's me.

sadly the first one is me right now.

I know you're doing bad now. I've been at the edge and tried to take my life. It wasn't fun. It was terrifying. It's good your here and posting. It will help you with your emotions. Maybe by getting everything out in writing you'll be able to make more sense of your feelings? That is what I do. Sometimes the things I write are stupid but I do feel better writing them.

yeah I've got a post going. I'm trying to post. and trying to just stay safe until my cousin and her partner get up.

I've tried at least 5 times

(((QuietOnexx))) Please stay safe.

when you type 3 emails to 3 different people and haven't heard anything back from any of them. So they must hate you. Never mind that its the middle of the day and 2 of them work and the other one (who is your SO) is going to college. That's not the point! Don't they know they need to check their email and get back to me. Oh and I'm at work, so why am I checking my email all the time. *sigh*

I have to respond to that nurse's remark.

I am a former self-harmer and I did not "like" to hurt myself. I just felt like I had to do it. I pray that nurse is not that ignorant!

sorry had to say it.

Billi

You're booked in for an introductory mindfulness class and your tdoc thinks you're going to hate it so you look for excuses not to go because you know she is right.

Yeah, that "like to cut" didn't sit well with me either.

ditto. nurse was outta line.

Nurse deserved an upper cut. See if SHE likes it.

when the doc tells you that their isn't much that can be done for your knee. Even if you do the strengthening muscle exercises he's suggesting, it will still continue to dislocate. So you're first thoughts are "well whats the Fing point then. No matter what its going to dislocate. You can't do anything to fix it, so why should I try to work up a muscle that still isn't going to stop the problem." Oh but on the plus side it'll stop dislocating when you reach your 50s. That's a plus how is that a plus? (now to just stick out the next 20 years)

You know you're borderline when you think all your friends have abandoned you and don't want you anymore, because you're worthless, unfunny, not good enough and they're so much above you.
When really you've just been depressed, stopped accepting invitations to go out, slept in on the new years eve party they set up and wanted you to go to and generally pushed them off.

And three years later you still haven't got over the "abandonment"!

I can totally relate to that, it is sad though- hope you the best.

That definitely relates to me too. Hardly no one invites me out because I pushed my "friends" away.