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Jun 18, 2012, 05:04 PM
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I'm fed up with everything. What is the meaning of life? I'm feeling so depressed lately and 1 thing after another just keeps happening
why why me i didnt do anything more and more lately i just want to end it all, i wanna burn and cut myself, i want to go back to smoking, i wanna drink again i wanna rip my skin off my muscles i have a box of laxatives i bought last week because i had constipation from ibs but managed to pass it and now i still have them unused, i want to eat them all and wash myself of all this tension inside me and i need to lose weight
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Jun 20, 2012, 12:14 AM
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I have been there.
You didn't do anything. life can just s*ck sometimes. I hope you are okay. I hope you didn't hurt yourself. Billi
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Jun 20, 2012, 02:36 AM
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i can relate, I get to that point a lot, just a week ago that was how i felt, you'll het through this hugs
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Jun 20, 2012, 04:41 PM
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HI,
I barely make it through everyday, I think, I mean it feels that way, I was in the hospital april-may, it feels like any day I could go back, but I have been safe for most of may and june so far, i know how you feel I think, i hate to ever presume That, cuz we are all unique in our own way and I dont want to down play our struggles and it sounds like it is pretty bad right now. there are people here though, unlike the general masses, people like us that care about you, i hope you can hang on, i keep telling myself maybe it will get better, like maybe i'll win the ***king lottery or something and then I can buy a horse and move out of this tiny sweltering hot apt that makes me itch b/c lately ive become allergic to heat:, you never know   
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Jun 20, 2012, 08:07 PM
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What is the meaning of life? I think it's a very individual thing, and the meaning is whatever the individual decides. I know you probably wasn't looking for an actual answer to that, but thought I would answer anyways!
Sorry you're so depressed. I know how you feel. Sometimes it's such a struggle just to breathe. I hope you didn't hurt yourself, and don't. I understsnd why you do though - I do too. And as we all know, it's extremely common among those with BPD.
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Jun 24, 2012, 09:31 AM
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It sucks. I feel very depressed this week. Been drinking 3 nights in a row now.
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Jun 25, 2012, 10:02 AM
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cut myself badly last night
 i put some butterfly stitches on it though and cleaned it up.
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