4) You know you are Borderline when...

This happens ALL the time to me. My fiance tells the kids to go clean and I immediately start defending myself when it never had anything to do with me!!

...you are quietly catching up with an old friend, and you suddenly get the urge to punch him in the face.

.....I go to a family dinner with the intention of relieving my lonliness... and then feel the strong urge to stab my sister-in-law with a fork because she is simply talking to me, asking how I am etc....

.... you go look at a posting you did and no one has replied or written after it and you think that no one likes you, that you must have said something wrong, that .....

Yup, know that thought well.

...when you're always having dreams about blowing up at or hurting your 17 year old daughter

......when you can catastrophe anything, at the drop of a dime

when you hate everyone and everything because it's all so freaking stupid

I don't usually post much in here... because I'm sure people have all said the same things as me.. but thought of something today

... when you empty your email folders.. and wait for it to fill up again, and when it doesn't you just know you've somehow become unpopular with everyone -- including the spammers that you hate -- You must have done something, right?

I like that global statement "...it's all so freaking stupid" LMAO. I laugh because I know I've thought this too. *hugs*

Wow you people are violent JK. dont' know about stabbing or popping someone in the face, but yeah I understand these

I had the impulse to throw my iced tea in the waitress's face, because it tasted awful. Didn't do it, but the thought crossed my mind. That scared me!

...someone says the cliche, "It was like banging my head against the wall," and you wince, because the last time you did that, it hurt.

Yeah. Ugh.

.....you try to communicate with someone (via text, email, fb, and leaving voice messages) and you don't get a response, and you KNOW you must have done/said something wrong and that they hate you for whatever it was............

That's when I try to avoid others and come back with an excuse.

What really hurts and destroys me is when you finally get used to that thing but then they stop talking…
You know how it feels like here.

When you struggle for over 2 years in your job, quietly building up your image of people at your job and how they must all hate you because you're unsociable then one of them actually tries to be friendly with you and inside you're just going "WHAT ARE YOU TALKING TO ME FOR!?" hating it because it doesn't fit your picture of what people are supposed to be. :/

You found the exact same DBT worksheet your Pdoc Doctororal Candidate gave to your IOP group (to help work on being mindful):

The one she passed out was titled "5 Aspects of Life Experience".

The same exact one you found on the website was titled "5 Aspects of Paranoia"

WTF?! Now even more confused and butt-hurt. The labels just keep coming.

It really depends what the wall was made of. Unless it's directly onto brick I've never found it to be that painful

....you constantly fantasize about being sick and receiving negative attention from friends, family and/or co-workers.

when I want to see what a person looks like because of personal reasons and someone else is working for them yet I ask that person anyway if they are the person when I know their physical look and age isn't what was typical of who my significant other is attracted to.

When you mentally have a list of people you'd gladly kill if murder wasn't illegal, because some people just don't deserve life!

When I have a similar thought to this I just say: I don't deserve life, no one needs to be killed. It is all me.

.....one minute you are hurting/angry... then you are just numb

When strictly online relationships are completely false and unreal to you.