4) You know you are Borderline when...

You know you're borderline when you're close to suicidal or actually suicidal anytime a friend or significant other doesn't respond to your calls/texts/emails/whatever.

You know you're borderline when you sabotage any & all relationships with people/organizations/etc that want to help you.

When jealousy isn't just a cute little word but the vile green monster who has the ability to completely distort reality to the point of delusion.

When you completely feel empty and numb.

when you spend your whole check paying bills...

You ignore his calls for days and then hate him because he hasn't called you in 3 days now?

Sorry to LOL, but omgeee Yes! Yes! Yes!

....when you're frustrated about being in pain all the time, but then you kind of like it because you think you can use to get people's pity.

Naw, dude, that's just called being an adult. Sucks, don't it?

When you constantly fight your obsessions and impulses because you don't want to be a pain, and you know no one else will get it.

You haven't had a boyfriend in 4 years and you feel like life has abandoned you because hell, even Honey Boo-boo's mother has a man.

You know you're borderline when you're having an abandonment crisis over having an abandonment crisis.

LOL....so true...

When you tell your spouse something something honest at an inappropriate time, they get mad and then you hate that you have certain feelings and in turn hate who you are and just try to be what they want you to be.

You feel completely abandoned, unloved and unwanted when your boyfriend falls asleep on the couch.

I do that and my spouse gets furious. She yells at me and tells me to go upstairs.

haha I feel her pain. I am looking at him zonked out next to me right now and would absolutely love to kick him and tell him to go to bed if he isn't going to hang out with me...but then I'll feel bad that he's in there not out here with me. Nothing in this situation is going to make me happy, but the ugly spite that comes from his sore neck in two hours will well...will exist..UGH

When everyone in the family claims to treat you fairly, that you're always in the loop, and that if you missed out or misunderstood something it's your fault, and you don't know whether to believe your own head or them.

Wow--that sounds like my family!

When you go from happy to batshit insane angry seeing your boyfriend get a text from a girl you don't trust. Then tell him to just go **** her when we break up.

So irrational, but not at the time >_<

When you feel completely alone, even in the company of others.

Yep a lot of the time. And also in the company of others you feel like you don't quite belong there or fit in and like you are watching from the outside in.

When working 9 days straight and keeping your emotions and thinking under control for that time so you could competently work means one or two days of anxiousness, depression, out of control thinking, and being an emotional wreck that you can't show to anyone in real life because you will not be understood and only discounted for your actions. Off now...already kicking in. Yay!!

Yeah, I'm the forefront of that now. I hope things don't get too bad for you. I'm here if you want someone to vent to or need to talk.

when I kiss my husband goodbye in the morning thinking that he will make a stop before he goes to work to see his girlfriend. It's all I think about sometimes, obsessively.

When fighting the demons and impulses within are harder than any physical battle could ever be.