4) You know you are Borderline when...

when you dont accept the changes..

When your mind goes from wanting to be totally independent and stand on your own to wanting to desperately cling to someone overnight....or less.

I've done this today also

I do this all the time.

Should have replied to this probably.

I've done this today also

Thanks for your reply (sorry you can relate)

You found my post before I deleted it

......when you cant stand your sister and feel that shes a big part of the reason your life is so miserable--but you feel like you are totally dependent on her.......

[COLOR="Indigo"][FONT="Tahoma"]When you stare at the phone wanting it to ring or buzz with a text from the friend you swore you wouldn't let get to you anymore because it is never about you...realizing you need that contact anyway... Then you get mad at yourself for giving, rather caving...

When you tell your OH it's okay to go and do something they enjoy doing, then freak out 10 minutes later because you feel abandoned...

When you delete someone's number so that you don't feel compelled to text them, wanting them to text you first. A part of you thinks they won't, and you're tempted to text them (their number is stored in your memory).

When you hate yourself for all that you do, the hole you have that you cannot fill with anything, even though you try so hard that you are exhausted in every way.

Then you just want it to be over cause you know you have to do this all over again tomorrow.

When you end a totally nice night out with your friend by being clingy, then text him angsty texts telling him that you're sorry you were clingy but you're feeling sad and anxious and lonely and just shouldn't drink and blah, blah, blah...so basically you've ruined a perfectly nice night by being how you tend to be. And then you text him the next day apologizing and explaining how bad and embarrassed you feel about things, but that doesn't really make much of a difference because you've already ruined things and you both know that's how things typically go... *sigh* Dammit. Why can't I just be normal once in a while?

.....when you are so surprised that you gained 5 pounds after pigging out on donuts, cake, etc., and overeating for the last couple weeks.........
....when you want people to help you out more, but then think everyone is "butting in" when they do......
...when you want men to find you attractive, but when they do, you get mad 'cuz they "only want one thing".......

When almost every post on this thread feels as if someone has been reading your mind and spying in your life. So sorry for all of the pain here.....but SO grateful to not be alone with it.

When you feel ashamed of yourself and you'd do anything to fix things but then again you just want to give up and hide away from everyone because you know everyone's better off without you. And also you're actually really mad at the person for the things they said to you even if you know you deserved those things to be said.

When your black and white thinking and fear of being clingy and making a fool of yourself makes you stay away from people instead of reaching out in friendship.

When you feel unlovable

When you think everyone hates you.

when you do things without thinking of the consequences

When you feel empty and nothing, but deem that is better than all emotional and out of sorts. Would be nice to have a nice medium more often.

when you miss somebody so much it hurts you - and you don't reach out to friends for support because you're scared of being clingy and needy

When you're upset at someone and you're so confused that you can't even explain to them why you're upset and they don't understand.

When you feel that your whole life has been a waste and a failure and
there is no rewind. Whats done is done.

when I hide in my house all day and worry. the only person I talk to during the day is my husband when he calls me in the morning to let me know he made it to work and 10 hours later he calls me to tell me he's on his way home.

when you automatically assume someone hates you because they don't reply to you right away.