4) You know you are Borderline when...

Lonely and depressed again. But no one cares.

Yes this is so true.

Not true. You can always PM if needed. I care.

When you want people to KNOW that you're mentally ill so that they will give you a break, but then you get mad because you think everyone thinks you're crazy!!!!!

You take everything as an intentional, personal attack.

You're always apologising. Always. So much we might as well have the words "I'm sorry" tattooed on our foreheads.

So glad to see I'm not the only person who does this. My apologies have gotten to the point my partner will get mad if I apologize for thing. "Stop saying you're sorry it isn't your fault. I did it myself." In my head I'm thinking all the things I should have done instead so she wouldn't have done what she did. Then she gets mad.... then I get mad at me. Vicious cycle.

When you can't listen to certain music because of the overwhelming emotional response it engenders.

Constantly. Never stops. It happens so much that the words hold no meaning anymore.

What's even worse is when you purposely listen to it because you feel as though you deserve that response.

When I think my friend doesn't like me, so I apologize, threaten to leave him, wanting him to say he doesn't want me to go, but then when he begs me to stay, somehow at that point it's easy for me to leave. Constantly pushing and pulling. I don't know why I keep doing this.

When I delete my friend on Facebook and tell him I'll never bother him again and then I get upset when an hour later he hasn't made an effort to contact me.

When you feel ignored.

Yeah--people are always getting on me for apologizing so much-then I want to apologize for that!

When you fear your own rage. Because you never know when it'll rear it's ugly head, and to what extent or how much damage it'll cause. Like a darkness that lives inside you that might spill out at any moment.

You post something that you know will be last one on the page so everyone will surely overlook it, but you won't post it again because then you're only attention seeking.

Yes very much so.

When it feels like you're just sitting around waiting for someone to come rescue you from your pain and loneliness.

When your osteopath suggests that you need more extensive treatment than what he alone can give you, and you know it's just because you stink and gross him out.

You constantly get mistaken for younger and you know it isn't just because you look younger.

When you no longer like your friend.

When your therapist doesn't set up an appointment after you email her and you are wondering if it is reasonable to hate her or not.

when I worry about every time I talk to my PDOC that I think he wants me to see someone else. that he wants to terminate me for being so difficult about taking certain medications.

When you're desperate to make connections with.....anyone, so you contact people you told yourself you wouldn't, but then when they reply back, you're too paranoid to read what they said.

Yes, this is currently happening. UGH