Just did something terribly stupid

allme: I'm so glad you're in a semi-better place and I'm sorry you went thru what you were going thru. I was following this thread and grew more worried about you the more I read, and I totally get why you were wound up the way you were. I'm sure everyone here meant well, even tho it seemed some sidestepped equal responsibility for confusing you. I hope things are better with you soon...I get in those places where my skin actually feels like it's crawling I'm so angry and I just can't find a way to let it out. Sometimes, if I can force myself to hold a pen I write it out..exactly how I feel and why some one 'made' me feel like that. Sometimes it helps. It's not perfect, but at least I can control that avenue as apposed to drinking (my drug of choice) into a stupor or an even more evil version of my already raging self.

Not even a suggestion, I'm just glad you're passed that part for now.

Thank you

Feeling like **** and dont have the right words.... I'm angry too, and anxious, it sucks! Thanks for being here

I am absolutely mortified, while me and my hubby were arguing and I mean I was screaming and shouting to the top of my voice, I didn't realise that behind my curtain the main window was open I am so ashamed of myself right now I don't ever want to face my neighbours again.

I've totally done this before.

It's awful isn't it?

Yeah, but in the grand scheme of all of the stupid things I've done, it's not the worst.

Yeah I hear ya..... lol