dumped.

Of course, it was only a matter of time before the only person I trusted left. Again.
I really hate being me. I'm over not being able to say what I actually feel, I'm over getting jealous, I'm over not being able to make up my mind, I'm over drama, I'm over emotions, I'm just ugh.
There's no way of 'fixing me'. This friggin curse is going to stay forever.
I try so hard yet always somehow manage to ruin all my efforts and start from the beginning again.
I'm tired of trying.

I don't even know what I want out of this post. Just need to vent I guess.

Vent all you like and I'm sorry you're hurting x

Sorry that you're feeling so down and frustrated.
Gentle hugs to you.

Really sorry to hear about your pain and disappointment. I won't pretend to know the magic words that will make you feel better, but I will send you cyber hugs, assure you that I'm willing to listen and that I understand how much it hurts.

I'm really sorry you're going through all this. I understand the pain of not being able to keep a relationship because of how little you can control in your own mind. Hang in there!

I'm sorry to hear about all of this, but remember, even if you can't see the silver lining, there is always a rainbow in the end

Great advice from everyone!

Hello, I'm so sorry to hear that you're hurting. I'm the one that walked away after wanting more from someone that didn't have it to give. Now I'm alone and hurting. I feel your pain just know that it will get better. Keep yourself busy and be gentle on you. I allow myself to cry when I need it and then move on, take a walk and focus on the good in life. Just getting out and taking a walk, smelling the air is a positive step. It doesn't take away the pain, it's still there but at least I'm taking care of myself. Hang in there and I'm always here if you need me. Lots of hugs

Good advice from everyone, I'll just add in my own (((hugs))) for you.

Thanks guys, -hugs-

It's MUCH easier said than done, but even though you are single that doesn't mean you are alone.