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Old Feb 25, 2014, 11:19 AM
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Having back surgery today. Feeling very anxious and worried. I'm putting do much faith in the docs. I'm still climbing out of my depressive episode. Hoping I can relax today and not take a xanex for the anxious feelings in having. I need to believe in the docs who will be caring for me. Prayers for my peace of mind. Thx for being here for me! ♡

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Good luck little miss
I too will be going through back surgery soon. I truly understand and empathize with your anxiety and fear-but like you am trusting that they will help...You go girl...good luck....my thoughts and prayers are being sent to you.... relax and let them do their job and then you can start again!!! hugs for you hun

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Old Feb 25, 2014, 11:19 AM
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Ya Thx for wishing me luck. I've put off this surgery for fear that ill have to have more in the future like you've had. I just need to have faith which is hard being bpd. I catastrofize it and think the worst. smoking alot to relieve anxiety. Thx for yr support.

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Old Feb 25, 2014, 11:24 AM
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Thank you so much for yr support. It means the world to me. I hope when you have surgery it goes good too. I'll msg you Later to let you know how it went. God bless yr sweet heart.

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Old Feb 25, 2014, 01:18 PM
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Hope it goes / went well missy xx
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Old Feb 25, 2014, 02:38 PM
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Paranoid...thinking too much. Scared it's going to let the monster out of the bag.
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Old Feb 25, 2014, 04:03 PM
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Having back surgery today. Feeling very anxious and worried. I'm putting do much faith in the docs. I'm still climbing out of my depressive episode. Hoping I can relax today and not take a xanex for the anxious feelings in having. I need to believe in the docs who will be caring for me. Prayers for my peace of mind. Thx for being here for me! ♡

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Hoping that all is well and you heal from the surgery quickly.
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Old Feb 25, 2014, 06:09 PM
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I once again fooled myself in to thinking I might get some help to find out it's just not going to happen. I'm on my own...I will always be on my own...and there's nothing that I can do about that. At least not until I'm independantly wealthy....
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Old Feb 25, 2014, 08:53 PM
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Horrible day. Invalidated and generally distraught, funnily enough because of my pdoc appointment. I don't think I have the energy to interact with people anymore. Looking for a place in a new genuinely caring world...
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Old Feb 25, 2014, 09:22 PM
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I've been sick and stressed out. Missed work yesterday and I'm not motivated to work tonight. I just want to do art all night.
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Old Feb 25, 2014, 11:01 PM
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Old Feb 26, 2014, 06:52 AM
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Old Feb 26, 2014, 08:23 AM
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My BPD is ruining my relationship... I hate how I get into these un-empathetic episodes where I convince myself I don't love my partner anymore... and break up with them.. It's becoming and ongoing thing and I'm beyond fed up.. what's worse is my boyfriend has ADHD.... he is very good at handling it, but his constant tapping and beat boxing drive me insane sometimes.. I want this to work, I really do love him more than words can say... I just want to stop hurting him and the only way I know how to do that is to break it off.. which doesnt work because we always get back together and then we end up in the same scenario... Someone save me from myself please!!!
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Old Feb 26, 2014, 09:02 AM
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Old Feb 26, 2014, 09:06 AM
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Comforted by the fact my dead dogs spirit is in the house. xx
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Old Feb 26, 2014, 10:13 AM
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Dealing with feeling irritated before I even get out of bed is not good.

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Old Feb 26, 2014, 10:38 AM
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Old Feb 26, 2014, 10:41 AM
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Old Feb 26, 2014, 11:30 AM
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Comforted by the fact my dead dogs spirit is in the house. xx
and not hurting anymore...and not getting any older....and always there in spirit with you...never saying a word.....loving you forever.....
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Old Feb 26, 2014, 11:51 AM
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Thank Lynn x been to his favourite park again today. It's healing me to do so. Also seeing other dogs there helps too. It relieves all stress. It's the only thing am motivated to do ATM xxx
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Old Feb 26, 2014, 01:00 PM
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Paranoid and angry. I feel like everyone is out to get me when I'm in public. It's just so tiring.. Giving dirty looks and being on edge.

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Old Feb 26, 2014, 01:35 PM
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Glad a forum like this exists where I can go and know I'm not crazy, I just have a disorder! And I'm not the only one with it.

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Old Feb 26, 2014, 04:07 PM
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today I decided to start playing piano again and I learned half a song already.. I think this will be a great outlet for me
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Old Feb 26, 2014, 06:06 PM
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today I decided to start playing piano again and I learned half a song already.. I think this will be a great outlet for me
Whitby as in Whitby, Ontario? If so I grew up there, lived by the library and went to Henry.

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Old Feb 26, 2014, 06:18 PM
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I'm okay today. I guess that's all I can say.
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Old Feb 26, 2014, 06:42 PM
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I feel better. Working hard on the business...feel free to take a look at and "like" my business Facebook page as listed below. I'm not one to put plugs in for myself, but if I don't, no one else will. I think I've come up with some answers to my issues; now just need to work on the help part. Working hard...I seem to never stop, but I guess that's what I need to do. My business has to succeed!
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