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Old Jul 12, 2014, 01:29 PM
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Gonna get drunk and forget everything tonight. Been binging a lot lately... and I miss A. God I'm lonely, scared and empty.
Could you maybe try something creative based on how you're feeling? Maybe some writing or art? I also put my earphones on and listen to guided meditations on YouTube or some loud music when I feel a surge of negative emotions. Be kind to yourself, sending a hug your way x
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Old Jul 12, 2014, 01:30 PM
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Today is better than yesterday. And I'm still sick.
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Old Jul 12, 2014, 01:32 PM
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Trying to remember everything I've learned. My brain has other ideas and a fight is taking place.
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Old Jul 12, 2014, 02:03 PM
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Gonna get drunk and forget everything tonight. Been binging a lot lately... and I miss A. God I'm lonely, scared and empty.
don't feel bad i'm on a bender now day 2..helps me cope
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Old Jul 12, 2014, 02:03 PM
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Today is better than yesterday. And I'm still sick.
hope you feel better
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Old Jul 12, 2014, 03:07 PM
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she broke up with me 6 days later because she "wants the next relationship she's in to be for the right reasons" and not so soon after breaking up with her ex

but why didn't she figure this out 6 days ago

now i'm all involved and hurt.
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Old Jul 12, 2014, 03:12 PM
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Ah.... using the ole rebound excuse. *hugs* Hope you are coping alright.
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Old Jul 12, 2014, 03:14 PM
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I'm not. I wish I could make her reconsider, but I don't know what to say.

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Old Jul 12, 2014, 03:55 PM
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I need positive thoughts. My horse is colicing and is not looking good. I will go off the deep end if I lose her.
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Old Jul 12, 2014, 04:04 PM
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Benzo and alcohol is keeping me calm. Though now the loneliness and emptyness is so much stronger. I hate this. I want to be held and loved.
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Old Jul 12, 2014, 04:10 PM
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I just had an awesome 2 hours with my 5 year old son. Drinking hot chocolate, watching a few short youtube videos (he's really into Frozen right now), then going to the park to play.
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Old Jul 12, 2014, 04:45 PM
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I need positive thoughts. My horse is colicing and is not looking good. I will go off the deep end if I lose her.
Britneigh, I've sent you a message already, and right now I'm on the razor's edge of disgust with people, so please let me help you, because you are not one of those people, I'm sure of it. I need positive thoughts too, so you're gonna help me having them by letting me help YOU having them. You're a sensitive person, from what I could perceive, but booze is just gonna drag you down. So think of anything, ANYTHING you'd like to think now and I'll make sure you'll have those positive thoughts right away. I can help with music words, and I'm on one third of the helping process now. What do you need RIGHT NOW that can make you feel better, and it's not alcohol? I NEED to help someone, Want a song? A poem? Just words? I'm PMing you this too.
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Old Jul 12, 2014, 05:24 PM
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OK today folks, future worrying to the point of OCD is getting in the way of the here and now .......................................................... still a good day. HUGS. XXXXXXXXXXXX
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Old Jul 12, 2014, 05:26 PM
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Britneigh, I've sent you a message already, and right now I'm on the razor's edge of disgust with people, so please let me help you, because you are not one of those people, I'm sure of it. I need positive thoughts too, so you're gonna help me having them by letting me help YOU having them. You're a sensitive person, from what I could perceive, but booze is just gonna drag you down. So think of anything, ANYTHING you'd like to think now and I'll make sure you'll have those positive thoughts right away. I can help with music words, and I'm on one third of the helping process now. What do you need RIGHT NOW that can make you feel better, and it's not alcohol? I NEED to help someone, Want a song? A poem? Just words? I'm PMing you this too.
I don't even know you, Lefty_Mac, but I think you are probably one of the coolest, nicest people I've never met but am grateful to have 'read'.

And that just helped me enormously.
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Old Jul 12, 2014, 07:51 PM
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I'm sad...
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Old Jul 12, 2014, 08:30 PM
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I can relate to that
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Old Jul 12, 2014, 10:17 PM
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I can relate to that


Here is some sunshine
a little sunshine
to make you happy
to make you smile
Dear Friend, Dear One
please smile
as we are your Sunshine......

a poem for our sad friends tonight

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Old Jul 13, 2014, 01:28 AM
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I'm sad...
:: what's on your mind?
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Old Jul 13, 2014, 03:24 AM
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Sick and irritated
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Old Jul 13, 2014, 05:12 AM
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Got a stomach ache from being ''sorta'' force-fed like I said before...and I can't do no harm whatsoever to ma (verbally of course), but I can't help but fear that I'll react violently if told to eat today....
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Old Jul 13, 2014, 05:33 AM
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Seeing a new T tomorrow.

Can't shake the feeling I'm just going to be dismissed as an abandoned borderline skitzing over a broken relationship.
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Old Jul 13, 2014, 06:15 AM
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My horse is okay. I on the other hand am not. But what's new lately.
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Old Jul 13, 2014, 07:14 AM
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Feeling psycho lady today ....
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Old Jul 13, 2014, 07:24 AM
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I had a good day yesterday. And today is shaping up nicely.
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Old Jul 13, 2014, 08:06 AM
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My horse is okay. I on the other hand am not. But what's new lately.
Glad there's something positive.
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