5) You know you are Borderline when...

When i replied to someones thread with what i thought was a nice thoutful post when i notice everyone else who posted got a tick for liked but not mine and this is not the first time either oh boy so no one likes me or my advice? Everyone can get ****ed

When you make a big deal out of everything, even if it wasn't important.

Your computer desk is so disorganized that you have to dig through things to find them, but you know where everything is anyway. God help the person who so much as MOVES anything on your desk.

You are in love with someone and you think that she is the most special person you know and then the person suddenly dissapears, she abandons you and you feel a deep hatred for her you are angry and desire revenge, then the next day you remember her and you feel you love her again...

Therapy does not go as expected, so you feel your therapist is rejecting you.

You wanna kill them for loving them

When you find yourself wondering if you will ever be loved or happy or even just not emotionally distraught.

When you entirely plot how to leave your spouse over the course of an hour or two in detail, quite precisely, because they have not texted you back immediately. Only to find out that they were in a huge meeting at work and could not right away. And all the I am leaving you feels melt away and you are left with crippling guilt and frustration that you are a whackjob. And then it happens like once a week for years.............

When you unsubscribe to all the junk email because the email notifications always gave you hope that someone might actually want to talk with you and then you stop getting email notifications and feel so lonely and unwanted.

You're in a room full of people yet you still feel like you're completely alone and everyone there only invited you out of pity

When your driving behind someone for a few miles, you start to think that they might wonder if your following them. You know it's just coincidence they're going the same directions you are, but you have this feeling that they might be thinking your stalking them and it's a paranoia for you every time your driving.

When you hate borderliners.

When you feel like a pancake and it's getting hot and you flip into another mode.

When your husband is away on a business trip and he doesn't call you as much as usual, and now you're frantic because you think he doesn't love you anymore.

When you leave someone - but hope they come chasing after you.

You come to the realization that, no matter how totally stable you have been (and will be), there are always those dark days, those fly-off-the-handle moments where your words cut like a knife and shatter everyone around you. And those few times will keep you alone--without a friend-group, without a partner--forever.

Your sitting in a room full of people feeling disconnected and alone. You want it to be different, you try to change, but you feel lost and powerless to be the person you want to be

You really have no friends .....

...you consistently confuse what is best for you on your road to recovery...

When someone makes a hurtful comment you feel it so deep, and lasts for days. Instead I wish I could just blow it off and consider the source.

When, you feel down, after having a hard time..you still ask you're 20 year old partner if she will leave you? then I laugh and say..makes no sense asking..would you tell me at this time..of course not..because I'm having a hard time now..and she replies..I'm not going anywhere...and still you doupt

When you finally want to be social and when you do it seems no one wants to listen or talk to you. It just becomes pointless to even socialize or just try in general.

You call your therapist in a crisis. He doesn't answer or call back soon after. You feel abandoned. You know it's because he's sick and tired of dealing with your ****, he's written you off, and now you're all alone on your own.

You know your a borderline is when you see the same "behaviors" of others that's just like your own! Of course you need to have had the dx of a borderline to know a borderline

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When you stalk your bf's fb page, see a post on his wall from some girl, go to her page and stalk, see an interesting post from someone else, go to their page and stalk, etc, and before you know it you've stalked your bf and about 21 other randoms.

When someone tells you you're sweet, in your head you end up replaying all the ****** things you've done to people and then feel bad for the sucker for believing you're 'sweet'.

When you've seriously contemplated changing your name and moving to the other side of the world to start a new life.

When you don't want kids because you feel you'd turn out like your mum or dad because they turned out like their mum or dad who turned out like their mum or dad and so on.