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#176
Sep 06, 2014, 09:33 PM
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And after a year of trying to figure it out, I still don't know what dissociation is. I might have experienced it once... or a lot... I have no idea. |
 Bill3, cryingontheinside, HD7970GHZ
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#177
Sep 07, 2014, 03:05 AM
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When just wanting to be held properly but then at ame time if it happens when asked it feels forced and then self hatred cycle begins ....
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 Bill3, HD7970GHZ, Starlana
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| HD7970GHZ
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#178
Sep 07, 2014, 07:20 AM
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.....the mood swings seem overpowering. How can I go from ok/calm/good to the depths of despair so quickly?
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| Anonymous100185, Bill3, Espresso, Heather Unbalanced
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| cryingontheinside, Espresso, Heather Unbalanced
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#179
Sep 08, 2014, 05:39 AM
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One minute you believe you have bpd 100 percent it fits so well, another minute you certain you dont have a mental illness at all, then you think youve been mis diagnosed and probrably have four or five seperate mental illnesses
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| HD7970GHZ, Heather Unbalanced
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| Bamboo_RedPanda, Espresso, HD7970GHZ, Verity81
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#180
Sep 08, 2014, 05:50 AM
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People i know have died and i went to their funerals and i just had no feeling just numb to it.
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| HD7970GHZ
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#181
Sep 08, 2014, 04:39 PM
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that whenever you post....it will be the last one. no one will read or comment after you, because no one really cares.....geesh
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| SeekerOfLife, XSleepingSiren21X
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| Bill3, Blue_velvet09, Espresso, Trippin2.0, XSleepingSiren21X
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#182
Sep 08, 2014, 05:24 PM
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When you have made a mistake, your mistake is pointed out to you, and you immediately think the worst of yourself
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Science cannot solve the ultimate mystery of nature. And that is because, in the last analysis, we ourselves are a part of the mystery that we are trying to solve ~ Max Planck |
| anon20141119, SeekerOfLife, XSleepingSiren21X
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| detachedangst, Espresso, XSleepingSiren21X
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#183
Sep 09, 2014, 01:56 PM
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.....two days ago, I felt fine. Yesterday, big mood swing. Today, I hate myself.
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| anon20141119, Anonymous100185, Bill3, GALAXYGAL
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| Achy Turtle Armor, Espresso
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#184
Sep 09, 2014, 07:05 PM
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| Bill3
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#185
Sep 09, 2014, 08:58 PM
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People say/think you look sad when your not
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"I know you're afraid to open your eyes too scared of what you'll see Because this girl standing before you is not who she once used to be..."     |
| someothertime
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| Espresso, GALAXYGAL, someothertime, Verity81
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#186
Sep 09, 2014, 10:22 PM
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Your friend is having a bad day or has a lot on his mind but all you can think is, "is he mad at me? what did I do to upset him?"
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...In the darkness I will meet my creators And they will all agree, that I’m a suffocator
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| Anonymous100185, GALAXYGAL, HD7970GHZ
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| Bill3, detachedangst, Espresso, HD7970GHZ, MoxieDoxie, Verity81
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#187
Sep 09, 2014, 10:59 PM
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You say something wrong and take someones response negatively because of their tone and you feel terrible and sad, but at times upset and angered.
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"I know you're afraid to open your eyes too scared of what you'll see Because this girl standing before you is not who she once used to be..." |
| Anonymous100185, HD7970GHZ
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| Bill3, detachedangst, Espresso, GALAXYGAL
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#188
Sep 10, 2014, 08:47 AM
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Out of sight out of mind. When you do not have constant contact with the only person who actually cares for you think they no longer care for you. Even though you know it is not true, and it is your disorder voice telling you that, you panic, the self loathing starts, you feel worthless, you realize your sense of self has been wrapped up in that one person and now you feel utterly lost. WTF?
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors. |
| anon20141119, Heather Unbalanced
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| Espresso, HD7970GHZ
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#189
Sep 10, 2014, 08:49 AM
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors. |
| emmaleewhispers, Espresso
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#190
Sep 10, 2014, 08:52 AM
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors. |
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#191
Sep 10, 2014, 08:55 AM
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors. |
| Bill3, XSleepingSiren21X
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#192
Sep 10, 2014, 08:57 AM
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[QUOTE=LemonZest35;3882825]One moment you feel like life isn't worth living and can't pull yourself out of it... And then two hours later, everything's fine.
yup....I am planning my suicide. Counting my stash of pills and then a few hours later I am doing handstands in the backyard. I am sick of the constant up and downs and up and down. In and out of the dark. I can not take it anymore.
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors. |
| anon20141119, Bill3, GALAXYGAL, Heather Unbalanced, Starlana, XSleepingSiren21X
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| emmaleewhispers
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#193
Sep 10, 2014, 12:33 PM
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"I know you're afraid to open your eyes too scared of what you'll see Because this girl standing before you is not who she once used to be..." |
| Bill3, Vunderful
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#194
Sep 10, 2014, 12:45 PM
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When you feel your post seems intelligent enough to get a lot of likes and comments you feel you'd get a lot of credit for it, but really no one cared and you feel the worst for being seen as unimportant....
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"I know you're afraid to open your eyes too scared of what you'll see Because this girl standing before you is not who she once used to be..." |
| Bill3, Espresso, Heather Unbalanced
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| Achy Turtle Armor, Bill3, Espresso, Heather Unbalanced, SeekerOfLife
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#195
Sep 10, 2014, 12:45 PM
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#196
Sep 14, 2014, 10:34 AM
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I am so tired of fighting this evil monster. I just want to rest. But rest is no reprieve, no help, no good. so here I am back up and fighting every minute. I want to go lay down again...the cycle continues....
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| Bill3, Espresso, Heather Unbalanced
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#197
Sep 16, 2014, 02:03 PM
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You switch sides.
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  A careless father's careful daughter... |
| Heather Unbalanced
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| Bill3, Heather Unbalanced, XSleepingSiren21X
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#198
Sep 16, 2014, 11:55 PM
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This is what I fear will happen to me when I lose someone...
To stay on topic. When you want a girlfriend badly but can't risk anything. So you never make a move. |
| Bill3, Vunderful
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#199
Sep 17, 2014, 05:28 PM
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You know your a borderline when you show up for your therapy appt and you're told by the girls behind the glass that your therapist for the last 11 years just up and quit and left no forwarding address!! Can anyone say "psychotic break"???????
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| Anonymous40413, Bill3, lynn808, SeekerOfLife, Wren_, XSleepingSiren21X
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#200
Sep 17, 2014, 06:31 PM
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Danae, did that really happen?! 
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