5) You know you are Borderline when...

..............................................The day you were diagnosed BPD, after 33 years of Psych Dr's saying you were an ''attention seeker'' and all you feel is total RELIEF!! It's a ''REAL'' medical illness and what's more, there a ton of folk out there suffering the same thing. x

When your motto is "I dont get mad. I get even. And then some. Till I destroy their life.'

"Want to still be friends?" sends in a seemingly nice way all the while feeling very tense and thinking that she doesn't care enough

...no answer an hour later, thinking to myself: "You would've answered two months ago, why won't you answer. How dare you not want to be my friend or answer my texts as quickly as you used to. What did I do to you to deserve the silent treatment. I'm a good person."

Then thinks: "I'm not good enough. No one gives me a chance. I really suck."

...kind of sounds more like Narcissistic, doesn't it.

When you calculate how long your T thought about you after a phone call. :-/

When you are frustrated because you cant feel the sadness you are in, and just get numbness instead.

Lol This one happens to me all the time.. lol

Your an innocent victim child, (and you see a guy you know) then your dark, mysterious, mischief kitten..

Your new to the forum and they don't post your reply right away so you think "they don't like me and are ignoring me on purpose".

When that one bad thing occupies most of your thoughts no matter how good everything else was.

You want to post something original - but can't - so you are worthless, unlovable and want to die.

In my experience here, this quote represents something original.

...you tell your therapist you won't kill yourself if she calls you two years after the therapeutic relationship ends... Two years later she doesn't call and you scramble to find a way to communicate with her and clarify why she never called. Then suddenly you remember that you had actually said, "just lie to me that you will call me in two years from now - so that I can survive the reality of loosing you as my therapist..."

...you tell your therapist you wished she was your mom...

When your a chameleon

...you tend to break frangible objects...

You know you're a borderline when your boyfriend gets you a card for a holiday, and you read it, and tell him "You don't really feel this way. This is just a piece of paper full of lies, if you're going to get a card, at least let it be an honest one", and then, the next time he gets you a card, it's the "we have struggles but push through" card, and when you read THAT one, you say "how many nice cards did you have to put back to find a card this ******? Why even bother getting someone a card if all it does is make them feel bad?"

Yes, that happened.

...if one door slam is not enough to satisfy your rage, so you slam the door over and over until it about comes off the hinges.

When you get mad at your boyfriend for something he did to you in a DAYDREAM.

When you tell your boyfriend to "GET THE ^%$& OUT!!!", then when he is packing, you say normally, "where are you going?"

You feel like someone else, living inside you, is out to destroy your life.

GUILTY!!!

Bingo! Also, when you hit the reply quotes, and nothing happens, and you think you said something wrong on the site and now you are banned from posting...not even noticing the "reply" button right next to it.

omg, yes!

When, in just about anything and everything you care about, you think of a "worse case scenario", and plan for and count on it to happen...any time now...