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Old Jul 12, 2014, 01:53 AM
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When you're (unbeknownst to him) testing your bf once again, knowing he will fail....

When you're planning his next test in advance and imagining how much you will probably hate him for failing THAT one!

*sigh
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Old Jul 12, 2014, 01:59 AM
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When you feel loneliness and want to be alone at the same time.
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Old Jul 12, 2014, 09:06 AM
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When the irritation starts if his is ten mins late or more
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Old Jul 12, 2014, 09:15 AM
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I'm fed up of pleasing others, they can go **** themselves. You end up being hurt anyway. People can either love me for who I am or piss off! I don't go around being nasty to people no matter what bollocks the media says about BPD, we are ****ed up cos others piled their own **** on us until we couldn't carry it anymore and broke into pieces and then got swept into the gutter cos we were no longer useful. I'm sick to death of beating myself up. It's time the boxing gloves turned outward and knocked the assholes on their ***!

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F*** yeah! i agree, you hit the nail on the head...i am so done with pleasing people..i'm done...that's it. i'm not doing it anymore..ever.
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Old Jul 12, 2014, 09:16 AM
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That's EXACTLY what I did, man. After 2 months of crying, and now 1 month and a half still just getting out of my room in the dark to personal needs, therapy, and psychatrist consults, losing 30 pounds from not eating, trying to reach out for my 'friends'' who all left me flat when I couldn't be of any use of them (bandmates, drugs, money, my house so they could use it to get high) and yet I had to lie to fit with these m*******ers who still called me 'freak', 'loser', 'primadonna', 'sucker' etc. they didn't do *****. And when I questioned their friendship they told me to go f- myself. I then blocked them all from my facebook, my phone,. everything - I have friends from other countries, very few, through the internet, but NONE here imn my country anymore. I'm taking care of business and healing myself so I can find true friends here, to start all over, and they'll have to take me for what I am, other wise they can eat a d**k.

Starting all over at 34, but at least I know where I stand now. And I know better. and I know enough that as I improve my condition, I'll be able to act reasonably but I've established ONE thing: I ain't taking ***** from NOBODY anymore Take it or leave it, hell if I care, always been alone in the end for 25 years, might as well be alone anyways if I have to be someone else than myself just for other people's pleasure.
couldn't agree with you more..
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Old Jul 15, 2014, 01:44 PM
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When you are put in a position where you feel you have to admit that yes, you do realize you appear to have several different personalities. Thanks for asking (not).
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Old Jul 15, 2014, 04:50 PM
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Old Jul 15, 2014, 04:53 PM
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you wake up in the morning and wonder what is going to go wrong first
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Old Jul 15, 2014, 07:59 PM
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You have to stay away from here here a few days.
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Old Jul 15, 2014, 08:45 PM
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Old Jul 16, 2014, 07:52 AM
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How about when you try to call your BFF, and they have all of a sudden changed there number. You decide that your just not worthy of having any friends, because they all just keep leaving you for someone else.
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Old Jul 16, 2014, 03:02 PM
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you look back on times in your life when you've just been a weird troublemaker.... and wonder what you can do to make up for the damage you've done.
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Old Jul 16, 2014, 05:51 PM
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When ur overwhelmed all the time. Literally. Mood swings every hour or so
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Old Jul 16, 2014, 06:55 PM
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When you feel loneliness and want to be alone at the same time.
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Old Jul 16, 2014, 09:06 PM
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when you get home and one of the first things you do is check the "you know you are borderline when.." thread!
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Old Jul 16, 2014, 11:07 PM
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when you get home and one of the first things you do is check the "you know you are borderline when.." thread!

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Old Jul 17, 2014, 03:11 AM
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When your angry with someone and feel sorry for them while your being angry at them.....
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Old Jul 17, 2014, 03:51 AM
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when your angry with someone and feel sorry for them while your being angry at them.....
SO damn true.
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Old Jul 17, 2014, 09:13 AM
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feeling really good about yourself and your life makes you nervous. What terrible thing is just around the corner?
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Old Jul 17, 2014, 02:01 PM
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When your angry with someone and feel sorry for them while your being angry at them.....
I know, right??? I mean, what IS that???? grrr
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Old Jul 17, 2014, 10:14 PM
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You know you are Borderline when you still feel like a child.


YES, YES OMG.
I always feel like a lost little girl who needs a man to be her "daddy" and look after her like a little girl.
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Old Jul 18, 2014, 07:35 PM
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you figure it takes an hour to cook a baked potato and when you take it out of the oven, it isn't fully cooked and you instantly explode with rage
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Old Jul 18, 2014, 07:51 PM
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you figure it takes an hour to cook a baked potato and when you take it out of the oven, it isn't fully cooked and you instantly explode with rage
I find microwaves better for doing spuds, 5 minutes on each side, highest heat. And if it goes wrong there's always the consolation that you haven't wasted nearly as much time zapping as roasting

As for my own contribution, you know you're borderline when bad news not only hits you like a wave but leaves you feeling unnecessarily guilty too :/
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Old Jul 18, 2014, 10:58 PM
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One moment you feel like life isn't worth living and can't pull yourself out of it... And then two hours later, everything's fine.

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Old Jul 19, 2014, 01:38 AM
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Your feelings change so quickly and dramatically that you have a hard time figuring out what the truth is.
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