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Oct 06, 2014, 06:36 PM
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Came home from therapy session, made dinner, threw it up. The end.
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors. |
 *PeaceLily*, Anonymous53806, GeminiNZ, Vossie42, waggiedog
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Oct 06, 2014, 07:57 PM
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Oct 08, 2014, 02:14 PM
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Quote:
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Oct 12, 2014, 09:24 PM
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#1 A lapse does not equal relapse
#2 The path to recovery is filled with these ups and downs. Keep your eyes on recover and it wont matter if the course is a bit bumpy Congrats on success to date. I remember not too long ago you couldn't make a week w/o bingeing and purging. |
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Nov 18, 2014, 07:52 AM
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Had the worst episode last night and T caused it. I even went to the store and bought the food. I can not even believe what I ate. Spent 20 minutes purging. I think I strained something in my chest.
I think instead of fighting this disorder I am going to just schedule a time to binge/purge like every 9 days or so. Fighting it and feeling shame when I can not control it just makes things worse. Most people make a spa day or a me day to ease stress. I am going to make a binge and purge day to releive stress.
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors. |
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Nov 20, 2014, 06:42 PM
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That might not be a bad idea if it gives you more control long term.. Slow improvement is better than going backwards
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Nov 20, 2014, 07:11 PM
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. Hi MoxieDoxie. I wouldn't normally agree with what you have said, and yes I honestly DO UNDERSTAND what it's like to have severe eating disorders (have them now still), but it may be that you're not quite ready to be fully recovered. Maybe what's termed by the so called "professionals" as recovery is just not the way for us, your own design of recovery, if it still within the safe scale, is the better way. My binges are becoming less and less and therefore the purging is less and less, if this is the only way to do it then so be it. I know many people who I consider "normal", don't have any eating issues, who do not have regular meals, some very spasmodic, but that's right for them. Anything that reduces the damage of purging on the body is worth considering. Do let us know how you get on. Xxxx
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Nov 22, 2014, 10:32 AM
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Did it again last night. It is starting to escalate. Of course I have that ED voice that goes with it. Looking in the mirror constantly, telling myself I am a hyporcrite, I am not a role models, I have to restrict.
I do not consider my eating disorder severe. That is reserved for those that do it several times a day.
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors. |
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Dec 25, 2014, 06:06 PM
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I just wanted to reach out and thank you for being honest, I can relate to what you are saying for the first time in my life.
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