[Gus1234U]

[cakeladie]

Seems like all I do lately is battle people. I've been battleing the insurance and the place that did my last ct scan to get it paid. It's a mess then battling my daughter who just upsets me so much to the point I have to take extra heart meds.

I am battling bronchitis plus now my son is sick. Sorry I have no sympathy for him. He refuses to wear jackets or shoes and socks when he goes outside. It's be in the high 20's low 30's at night or once the sun goes down. My son has autism and mild retardation and a few other things but he works and he's 27 years old but at some point e has to take responsibility. Put a jacket in when you go outside. So my mom and grandmother are not to happy with me because.

But last minute I had to run him to the doctors and then the pharmacy plus I had to battle traffic to get him and since I was out do a few things. By the time I got home I couldn't move.

Today my daughter came by to help me shop for grocerys. She usually ends up costing me more but ok. Then she embarrassed me in the store all because she could not get wifi. This is my grocery store she doesn't go there anymore but I do. Then she said she was not going to help me unload the car I told her to leave and that she needs help.

I am cold, tired and I hurt so bad. Oh and I had to stop taking my muscle relaxer because it was causing dry mouth and a bad taste in my mouth so I had a few of my old muscle relaxers so I took them tonight.

I need sleep

So for ranting and I am sorry for everyone that is suffering

Sending healing vibes and hugs to everyone

[Gus1234U]

[Snowkapped]

I empathize with those who have fibro....I have pain myself and can't imagine how you put up with suffering for so long.

[lizardlady]

For the first time in weeks pain level is back to what I call "background noise." The weather warmed backup. I suspect that's helped.

[lizardlady]

Originally Posted by Wild Coyote

Have lots of memories surfacing due to (triggered by) recent headlines of so much sexual abuse-- assaults, harassment, etc. Memories get easier to deal with as I age. Lots of disturbed sleep right now, too. (Started a thread on this in the PTSD forum, if anyone wants to join in there.)

We are all human. We all endure a lot.

Much Love to All.

WC

Thanks for mentioning your thread in the PTSD forum. Folks there seem more supportive than in the thread I started in the abuse forum. People turned it into a debate that got the thread closed.

[Travelinglady]

Thanks for the lovely pictures, Gus!

And for all of you here. A gentle .

As for me, today is a big ouchie!

[Wild Coyote]

Originally Posted by lizardlady

Thanks for mentioning your thread in the PTSD forum. Folks there seem more supportive than in the thread I started in the abuse forum. People turned it into a debate that got the thread closed.

(((((( Liz ))))))

I hope the thread will not be a debate. Just never know with public forums.

To Our Healing,

WC

[Gus1234U]

where is Jan ??

[childofchaos831]

Her last post was the 11th... she didnt say anything about going anywhere... I hope everything is okay.

[Gus1234U]

Jan hasn't been on PC since the 15th.... i think tomorrow i'll start to worry~

[cakeladie]

Has anyone heard from Jan ?

[Gus1234U]

(she had a terribly hard couple of days before she went offline...
i suspect she's immobilized.... or going to doctors..... )

[January]

I'm here! I had a couple more really hard days, with a lot of walking and stress and then I was just incapacitated for several days. It was all I could do to sit up. I feel human today and had to go run some errands. Tomorrow I rest and then it's back to see another Dr.on Wed.

Thank you, each and every one for checking on me. You made my heart all warm and fuzzy, just the way I like it. I love every one of you.

I have something to tell you. Sat. night/Sun. morning at 2:00 a.m. there was heavy pounding on my door. I thought one of the neighborhood druggies got mixed up and had the wrong door. It was the County Sheriffs! They wouldn't give me time to grab my robe and I had to catch Belle and hold her because she was freaking. So, there I was, standing in my jammies with three huge Sheriffs staring back at me. There had been an altercation and they had the wrong apartment. The sheriff told me to, "Secure myself." I had no idea what he meant! He kept repeating it and I must have looked like an idiot. I finally got the drift that he wanted me to lock the door. The Sheriff wanted some info about the neighbor and I told him. He thanked me and I tried to go back to sleep. After the Sheriffs left, the neighbors kept getting into it right in front of my door! I was too groggy to have sense enough to call the Sheriffs back. Boy, were they all cute!

Who says I don't have adventures!

[Gus1234U]

Glad tidings, indeed~!

[January]

[COLOR="Teal"]Today was a most upsetting day which totally angered me. Someone said something to me that was so thoughtless... It was literally the emotional equal of someone saying, "Oh, your Mom died? Well, she's better off anyway."

I would scream, but it wouldn't help. I would rant, but it wouldn't fix it and would just cause more hard feelings. How can people be so thoughtless of other people's pain? I just don't understand. How can people not be aware of their great blessings and so blind to the pain of others cause?

On a better note, I will share with you that Belle always has to touch her nose to mine before she can go to sleep. Last night she missed and put her nose up my nostril! It was not pretty.

[January]

I go to the specialist today about surgery on my knees. I don't know what his schedule is like. I have already been told I'll have to stay in the hospital at least over night. I hate leaving Belle, but my friend said she'll come and take care of her. I'll let you know what he says. The last time I was there, they forgot about me and I sat in the room for 2 1/2 hours. I won't be so quiet this time!

[Gus1234U]

only 5 more days to go~!

[Gus1234U]

ring-a-ling, hear them ring~

[~Christina]

I have missed you all .. I just cant seem to sit down and type out about my pain, bp or physical stuff. its just to much .. I love you all and hope to become more verbal one day soon

PSA dont mix geodon and Sulfasalazine together..... makes for a very very unhappy liver Im doing better thank god ..

Gentle hugs to everyone

[January]

Christina! It's so good to hear from you.

Gus, I absolutely love those bells! I can just hear them ringing!

I went all the way to the Dr's office and after waiting a while, they told me they had cancelled my appointment and the Dr was in surgery. There was no point in getting mad, I just left and did other errands. It was a pretty day for a drive anyway.

[Gus1234U]

oh where are they hiding?
oh, when will it end?
each one is a darling~
each one is a FRIEND~!

YOUR presence is all i need~!

[Wild Coyote]

In a lot of pain. Major fibro flare.
Have had to spend late nights at local hospital. Mother is there with post-surgery infection. (Hip replacement) They had to re-do the surgery. She seems okay for now. She will be coming home soon. (Lives with us.)
Am exhausted.

Love to All!

WC

[Gus1234U]

four days and counting~

[jaynedough]

I've been sick with the thing that's going around. Laryngitis. Stuffiness. Bronchitis. Bone-weary tired. And it's flaring the asthma, fibro, bursitis and arthritis. Some days I wonder if torture is all that's left of my life. Thankfully, I have my corgi-boy. I worry that I'm not doing enough for him, but I love him so much.

You are all such amazingly strong people. So inspiring. A lot of times, I read through the posts in this thread and it helps me to stay strong. Thank you.