[Just a girl..]

Does anyone else ever feel like everyone is against you..? Do you feel like no matter where you are, or who you with, you shouldn't be? ..like you don't belong?
I feel this way a lot.. When I'm at home and try to talk to my family, I feel like everything I say is wrong.. , like I'm irritating everyone just by being present.. , That's why I spend the majority of my time locked up in my room.. and it makes me feel even worse that nobody even notices..
When I'm around friends.. I feel the same way. I feel like I'm not wanted, and like I'm not supposed to be there.. That's why what happened with my friend the other day was such a big deal to me.. (refer to "So mad!! >:O") ..it was like she basically proved that I wasn't wanted around.. but now she's mad because I said I wouldn't come around anymore?..
I even switched from public school to cyber school because I didn't want to be around people anymore..
Does anyone else go through this, or anything similar to this..? Please comment.

Sorry if I bummed anyone out.. :/

[shortandcute]

I feel that way quite a lot--especially with my family. I feel like, no matter what I do, I always seem to piss them off. Sometimes at family gatherings, some of the family wants to go shopping--or whatever--and they beg me to go, but then they completly ignore me when I do. I often feel like the only reason any of them want me around is so they could "put me on display" and talk about how bad I look or how mental I am later or so they can tell people that they included me.

[Just a girl..]

In my family, I'm not so much included.. At family gatherings, it's always , the grandparents talk to the grandparents, my dad and my uncles talk , my mom and her sisters talk, and as far as the kids go .. there are three younger boys all around the same age who all run around the back yard playing together , my brother and my younger (but older than the others) cousin, are always kept up in their rooms playing video games. and then I have two baby girl cousins. ,,. who of course the rest of the family are obsessing over. .. and then there's me. ..I'm usually the designated babysitter when the adults want to go out. which i don't mind being with the kids, but it's like nobody sees me. They realize that I'm old enough to be trusted with the youngers.. but not to be in their "group". because I'm not old enough to get into the bar, or a club or anything. Which my mom does'nt drink, but she likes to go along to be included. ... and then I'm stuck at home with all the kids. ..It's like I'm invisible most of the time..

[Miswimmy1]

I feel this way. I have trust issues and abandonment issues so I automatically brace myself. It takes me a really long time for me to be convinced that you aren't out to get me.

[Just a girl..]

I know how you feel

[Endeavy]

Life throws so many obstacles in our way I just dont know how people cope :-( I have BPD (dont care bout myself) have an 11 year old Asperger's son ,a 20 year old depressed son a mother who has lung cancer (newly diagnosed) and all the time feel like I should be able to cope ,I CANT ? why ?? Sorry just needed to vent and know there is a lot worse off than me but I am weak :-(

[Leed]

I just want you all to know that I completely understand. I'm a 63yr old grandma, and I've been invisible all my life. While "friends" might ask me to go along somewhere with them, I'm totally ignored the whole time. If I said something in the conversation, no one heard it. If I asked a question, no one responded.

I remember one time a bunch of us went to a convention, and I was "elected" to stand in line to get a book from the convention. They would wait for me. While I was waiting in line, I saw everyone walking away -- this convention had 2000 people there, so I'd have trouble finding them if they got too far away. I finally got thru the line, and found my group, and asked them why they left -- they said "Oh, we forgot about you." That hurt me to the core of my being. We had spent the whole weekend together at this convention and they FORGOT me? This was just a few years ago.

So being invisible goes on. People still don't see me. I guess you have to stand on a ladder and SCREAM. LOL God bless you all and please take care. Hugs, Lee

[Just a girl..]

I am so sorry that this happened to you :/

i feel like that a lot of the time too.

you know, the me against the world kind of thought..

like i'm the only person who actually listens to me (if that makes sense hah!)

[Just a girl..]

It makes sense, i feel the EXACT same way!