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Old May 30, 2016, 11:21 PM
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I hate everyone I hate my friends my family I think everyone should die painfully especially all those douchebags that betrayed me open colleges for making me pay for entire courses every male **** that has ever hurt me I just want everyone to die painfully for all the pain i am going through. if these boys were dead id finally be happy they are pieces of ****. i am tired of caring more to betrayed have my trust broken i honestly feel like everybody should die. You will never understand the anger i feel for letting myself be betrayed and now i want every boy that ever hate me to feel my suffering. I will not be avenged until they all suffer like i have
Black-roses, do you see a T or pdoc? You have such intense emotions, I really think seeing even your school guidance counselor could help you sort out these feelings you are having and deal with them.

I know what it's like to want revenge on someone. The best thing to do is forget about those people; they are not worth your time. Eventually the feelings will fade and you will see that they are just people like anyone else.

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Old May 31, 2016, 12:56 AM
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I have done CBT and I am doing schema theraphy now but now the anger has no agenda it is basically for every situation I haven't been able or too stand up in. I have even back bone now that nothing that is done goes without me explaining how I feel about it. You could say this is all the anger I have from allowing myself to stay silent even when I wanted to tell people they were stupid assholes for being harsh on me for mistakes others do and that they are self entitled pieces of **** and if its not there life they should **** off and jump off a cliff. That is basically how I feel about assholes making comments about my life to be dicks and not help. You could say I don't take peoples **** and I don't give chances once I am pissed off and you are on my bad side you stay there for life.
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Old May 31, 2016, 12:57 AM
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I literally don't take excuses or **** I am very simple and easy with how I deal with assholic naysayers.
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Old Jun 01, 2016, 02:39 AM
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You have alot of threads going on at the same time Maybe I am just unable to follow them correctly as in one thread you were able to find 3 things that your good at.. But I see all your other threads and your on a raging rampage..

Sure Bipolar and BPD can make a life a total shytstorm.. But really it boils down to you. You have to want to get better , You have to learn how to deal with people around you.

Mental illness is not an excuse to be hateful and rage non stop.

On your threads are you actually wanting advice or are you just venting and getting things off your chest and mind? Hey .. that's fine.. As a member here I am just not sure if offering advice helps you or maybe its best I just drop you some virtual hugs and allow you to vent. Maybe this is a blog " setting" for you?
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Old Jun 02, 2016, 04:27 AM
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No I want advice but I also need to vent and I dont seem to know how to calm myself down even when I vent I am trying to find out what works and that is why I am here to see how other people deal with these kind of problems. Your right it is not an excuse to be hateful and to be honest I dont want or need an excuse I just want to get through it and I don't know where to go or who to go to because everytime I get angry nobody seems to want to deal with it and the painful child underneath all that.
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