I cant take this anymore. She hates me. Why? I have the knife to my wrist i think im going to have to break the promise i made to him. Ive never felt so alone and its Christmas but i feel miserable. Im a terrible person i shouldnt even have been born. If God wanted me to even be alive why was i abandoned by them? Why did i have to end up here with her who doesnt even care about my very existence? She turned everyone i love against me lying to them. Im sick of being strong when im not, really

[Gojamadar]

Originally Posted by DaX15

I cant take this anymore. She hates me. Why? I have the knife to my wrist i think im going to have to break the promise i made to him. Ive never felt so alone and its Christmas but i feel miserable. Im a terrible person i shouldnt even have been born. If God wanted me to even be alive why was i abandoned by them? Why did i have to end up here with her who doesnt even care about my very existence? She turned everyone i love against me lying to them. Im sick of being strong when im not, really

Hi,
I feel the pain and loneliness you're going through. I hope you don't start cutting again.
You'll soon be an adult and can make your own life.
I know how you feel about your adoptive mother, however feelings can be deceptive. Your problems probably started before you were adopted. You may not be aware of it but your dislike to your adoptive mother is really directed at you neglectful biological mother.
Try to be tactful and make peace with your adoptive mother. I'm sure things will turn better for you. Your situation was caused by your biological parents.

[zijax]

I hope you are feeling better. Sometimes when I want to cut myself I go do something else, watch tv, go outside, call someone, distract myself somehow until the feeling passes. Maybe you could try that if the urge comes again. God has a plan for your life and he loves you no matter what.

Originally Posted by Gojamadar

Hi,
I feel the pain and loneliness you're going through. I hope you don't start cutting again.
You'll soon be an adult and can make your own life.
I know how you feel about your adoptive mother, however feelings can be deceptive. Your problems probably started before you were adopted. You may not be aware of it but your dislike to your adoptive mother is really directed at you neglectful biological mother.
Try to be tactful and make peace with your adoptive mother. I'm sure things will turn better for you. Your situation was caused by your biological parents.

No my mom now really hates everything about me, ive given her chances but she keeps throwing them away and treating me like nothing

[Frankbtl]

Hi DaX

Just because those things, as hard as they may be, have happened don't make you a terrible person
And we know, for a fact, that bad things happen to good people, right?!
But you know she, or the mistakes others may have made, doesn't/don't deserve to hurt you so badly. You're a much better than the person she is and you're much more than the mistakes others might have made
I do know it must be really hard right now, but remember that things can get better.........and there are still plenty of people who really care about you on here.
It's OK if you're feeling weak with everything you've gone through and are going through, most people would feel weak in your circumstances, but we're here for you, in finding that great inner strength which I know is in there

Alison

[Aardwolf]

You are not nothing. It's not a walk in the park to get on my "friends" list so hopefully that tells you something about you as a person.

You can do this, and you will get better. It's just a matter of finding the right way to go around it. I can't give you the answer to that though i'm afraid.

Keep going

[MickeyCheeky]

Dax..

[eyesclosed]

I was alone too Dax you really made it better with your message to me.

[Unrigged64072835]

(((((Dax)))))

[Skeezyks]

}}} DaX15 {{{

Originally Posted by eyesclosed

I was alone too Dax you really made it better with your message to me.

Aww always

[Bill3]

(((((DaX15)))))



I'm sorry that your mother is unable and/or unwilling to give you the love that you deserve. That you and every young person deserves.

Perhaps it can be some comfort to know that many people here, including me, are fond of you, are glad that you are here, and welcome your contributions and messages with open arms.

[Shazerac]

{{Dax}}

[Fuzzybear]

((((((( Dax )))))))