I'm still angry about getting bullied years ago

'Walk away' and celebrate you are the better person.

I am so sorry to hear this. Your experience is actually very similar to mine. I was bullied very badly when I was young (in elementary and middle school) and I ended up not having friends or wanting to go anywhere when I was in high school either. A few years later, my life is still affected by my experiences too. I still always worry people won't like me, I am scared to talk to people sometimes because I am afraid they will say something unkind, etc. I do not know why people can be so mean. I think younger people do that to get attention, but it is so wrong.
I know how easy it can be to feel resentful toward others because they've treated you unkindly, and to feel angry because of it. However, how about rather than to feel angry about the situation, turn it into something positive? Of course recognize the fact that it was wrong, but use your experiences to help others. Speak out against bullying, help others who are in that sort of situation, or focus on helping others in any way. Again, I know how easy it is to be resentful, but you can also choose to be a better person than they were. And that is much more worth your time than anger. Don't allow someone else's negativity to hold you back from living a positive life now or in the future.
I hope that you can resolve some of the concerns you are experiencing as a result of the bullying. Perhaps you can try counseling to try to resolve some of the concerns? This may help. It may also be helpful to focus on the strengths you have, or the good things that people have said about you. It can be easy to remember the bad things people have said about us and focus only on those, but remember the positive qualities that others have recognized and the positive things you notice about yourself as well.

Bullies are cowards and weaklings because they target those who are weaker than themselves. Anybody who preys on those weaker than they are unworthy of respect and deserve to be miserable.

Any little pathetic runt can hurt somebody weaker than them; it takes a real man/woman to stand up to somebody who is as strong or stronger than they are.

And no, I'm not calling any of you guys weak because none of you are. If anything, those who have been bullied are stronger in every other way that is actually relevant in modern day society rather than just brute strength which is the only type of strength a bully will ever have.

Hmm... Aren't you the guy who will "sink to any low to get ahead"? I realize that's different than bullying, but if it came down to "getting ahead", I'm guessing you wouldn't have a problem with it.

Hmm... Okay, well I dont have a problem with that and it appears as though I've judged you unfairly. I suppose it doesn't make a difference for me to say that though.

When I was going through elementary and middle school, I was bullied very badly. They hit me, they talked about me, and they degraded me. One of the worst things they did to me in my opinion was constantly call me ugly. They called me ugly almost daily and made fun of almost everything about me from my looks to my voice to my mannerisms. I'm still effected to this day by that. I always feel ugly and I have almost no self-confidence. I was assaulted as well on different occasions. The bullying changed me as a person. Before it started, I had a lot of friends in my classes and was talkative. However, the bullying DESTROYED me socially. Ever since then, I've never been the same. I was super quiet and had little to no friends throughout the rest of my school experience. All the things that the normal kids got to do like go to prom and have friends, I never did. Even today, almost 10 years later, I STILL feel the effects from it. I'm not comfortable around people that I don't know and my self-esteem is very low. I have pretty much no friends and most of my school memories are mostly negative. I didn't go to prom like most people did. I didn't have a group of friends like most people did. All I ever wanted was to feel normal but the bullies took that from me. I will NEVER get those years back. When I think about this, it makes me enraged. I hate the people that did this to me. I wish I could physically hurt them. I'm so angry about this. I know this post was long but I needed to vent