I haven't been with my family (that I love so dearly) for any extended period of time for the last 8 years save a miserable 6 month stay that almost bankrupted me. I used to love spending time with my family on the holidays. Now I'm so far away from them. It's Easter Sunday... the ex is at her mom's house... all of my family and friends are 1400 miles away in Texas... and I'll be spending yet another holiday alone. This SUX!!!

Ryan

[Kathyanita]

Ryan,
all my people are in Texas and down south too. Husband doesnt celebrate and kids are grown. Why dont you come over and we can dye some eggs and hide em on each other.
Kathy

[nothemama8]

We're have dinner for the members of our center cuz so many will be alone, you both can join us, just bring a smile

[nightdream]

I am sorry that you are alone. You can come to join me if you want. We will sit on a box and put our feet up on another and we will eat a big chocolat bunny. I will share with you.

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{RYAN }}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

Take good care!
nightdream

[nightdream]

Maybe we could all join together! How about that?

Hugs!
nightdream

Thanks guys. I sure needed those hugs. I really feel like childs forgotten toy right about now. When my ex and I were together I spent 3 years with her and her family during holidays and such. I always felt alone there, but it was still nice to see them. Now that we're not together, my family called the ex to wish her happy birthday and such, but no such courtesies from her family. Shows me how much I ever really meant to them. I guess they just endured me because I was with their daughter/granddaughter/niece/cousin. Oh well.

[Kathyanita]

some families are royal pains-
not unlike the Monarchy they really don't like to let anybody in-
sometimes its a good thing to find out we were never really one of them- cause who'd want to join such a hierarchy. My invitation stands.

Kathy, angie, nd... you guys are the best. I don't know what I'd do without my friends here. I honestly think that I wouldn't make it sometimes. But hey, even though today is black as the pits of hell, tomorrow's not that far away. I could use some of that chocolate though. Thanks guys.

Ry

oh sweet, dear ryan........i'm so sorry that you are alone today.....i wish you could join me and my family......we have so much love here....we sure could share with ya......at 2pm today we will all be joining hands and saying grace......i want to include a prayer for you and all my other friends who might be alone.....so know that at 2.......you will be remembered and i hope somehow you feel the love coming your way.........

[January]

<font color="blue"> I'm alone, too, and I actually have blood relatives here. This does, indeed suck.

I know this doesn't make you feel better, but I don't think any long distance words can make either of us feel better.

Twin </font>

Butterfly, thank you SO very much for the prayer. It warms my heart. You are such a gem.

Ry

Twin, I guess we'll be lonely together. Hopefully soon I'll get my wish and be able to move home. I can only pray and hope. I'm sorry that you're alone too. Go figure... yet another thing we have in common.

Ry

january.....please know that you will be included in my easter prayer of my family today.......

[silver_queen]

((((((((((((((Ryan))))))))))))))

I'm so sorry you feel lonely. Remember though that you have us here to talk with - it's not the same as having some company IRL, but we are still your friends and we will try to make you feel less lonely.

[silver_queen]

(((((((((((((Jan)))))))))))))

I'm sorry you too feel lonely. Maybe keeping busy will help - maybe watch a film or something? Or like I said to Ryan, maybe talking online would help you. I would stay online to keep you company this evening, but you know how I can only spend a limited amount of time online at the moment . I hope you feel less lonely soon.

Ryan,

Yeah, holidays can be tough sometimes. Sorry you are alone in person- but you're not alone in thought!

Since my dad died 11 years ago, I've always had to do everything about any holiday- sometimes my mom will come and sometimes she won't show-up. So this holiday I decided (with the help of therapy) to let the "ball be in her court", and the reality hit me hard- she never even called me!!

I think it's great that you do have family that you are so close to and love so much- and it must be very hard to be away from them. Maybe holding their love close to you will help this day be more bearable.

Wishing you a peaceful day,

Mandy

((((((((((Silver sweetie))))))))))

I know you only have a short time you can be on the puter and I want to thank you for taking a little time for me. That makes me feel special. I'm hoping I can go out with the ex and her friends tonight to get out of the house. Again, thanks silver for your friendship.

Ry

((((((((((Mandy))))))))))

I'm sorry that your mom didn't call you. That sux. So far mor me, the only thing that has made the day bearable has been napping for 3 hours. My mom did call while I was asleep, but I really don't remember talking to her much. I'm not all there when I'm dead asleep. I do remember that I'm supposed to call her back and I will, I just don't like talking to people when I feel this way. I hope your day has been good Mandy.

Ry

[January]

Thank you for including me in your family prayer. It means a lot.

Jan

[January]

Thank you Silver.

((((((((((Silver))))))))))))))

Jan

[January]

<font color="blue"> Uhm, Twin,

I just got up from a 3 hours nap. It was the only way I could figure out how to makes this day livable. I haven't been on the phone either.... If I could, I'd go back to sleep again.

</font>

Miss Jan, you MUST get out of my head. This is getting freaky. Much love anyway... you wonderful crazy you.

Ry

Hey Ry,

Thanks for the hugs... I really appreciate it. Hope you get back in touch with your mom.

Mandy

[sherry13]

(((((((((((ryan))))))))) sending you best wishes and a big a hug this easter....

[January]

((((((((((((((2b))))))))))))))))))))

I'm so sorry you're alone, too.

January