[chalmette70043]

this life is not worth anything

[depressedalaskan]

(((((chalmette70043))))) Sounds like depression is getting the better of you. Try not to let it take over your mind. Many hugs for you.

[idontknow13]

((((chalmette)))))
Hope you soon feel better

[AAAAA]

(((Chalm))) I hope you seek professional help soon hon. I'm worried.

[justfloating]

(((((((((chalmette))))))))))


It may not be worth anything to your depression, but I think that the real you hidden under this illness would disagree. Don't let the depression fool you into thinking it tells the truth. I've never had a depressed thought that was true. If you truly don't think your life has any worth, MAKE it worth something. Start by telling off your depression every time it tries to lie to you. Know you're not alone, and that it doesn't have to stay this way forever.

[Fuzzybear]

((((((((((((((((((( chalmette ))))))))))))))))))

[Amazonmom]

((((((((((((chalmette)))))))))))))

[bipolar_bear]

(((((((((((((((((((chalmette)))))))))))))))))))) Please try to not listen to that voice of depression.

BB

[Sabrina]

((((chalmette))))

[Emotionally Dead]

I know how it feels... I have hated myself for quite a long time now. When it seems like I am finally starting to feel better about myself, I get thrown back to the floor.

My EX is a perfect example of that. When our Relationship began over a year ago, I was starting to gain confidence in myself. I fell in love with her so quickly, and everything was turning in a good direction. The next thing I know, I realize that she is lowering my confidence while I am lowering her's. We came into the relationship in opposite directions. Her Self-Esteem was lowering, while mine was raising.

Now I am back to where I began. Alone, afraid, and hating myself like never before. I feel like a miserable, worthless person who ruins everything I ever have had. Many times I have felt like I wanted to end my life, but I keep myself going. I think of the fact that one day, I will be with someone I love. I will have my luck turned. Yours will turn as well.

Don't give into your thoughts, use them to your advantage. Turn your life around, and realize that you are special. You are special, and your luck WILL change. Keep your head on straight, and just know that we are all here for you, and I am sure many other people in your life.

[darkpurplesecrets]

(((((chalmette)))))

Sorry you are feeling so bad. Know we are here for you and we do care. I know the feeling of hating yourself and feeling like this life is not worth it. But you are worth it. You are worth being heard and being cared about.

Every time we reach out and tell what we feel----we are showing depression that it does not have total hold on us. Please keep reaching out and telling us how you are feeling. Keep telling that depression it is not going to win.

Know we do care and are here to walk with you through this. You are not alone----even though I know it feels that way. Sending you a gentle hug. And listening to you. I care.

dps

[chalmette70043]

((((Thank ya'll))) I'm sorry i can only feel one thing right now. I keep taking steps backwards and the ones to go forward just don't happen. I keep trying. I keep getting knocked down. I've thrown my arms up. I just don't know what to do.

[*freak*]

I totally get it. Haven't found a solution yet.

Hope this feeling will go away soon...
Hang in there

Originally Posted by chalmette70043

this life is not worth anything

i agreed. who's to blame on this? no way im blaming myself, i dont want this, it came to me outta nowhere and kept building up. if they say God create us, damn sure im blaming it on God. if God doesn't exist, im not blaming it on anybody, this is just the way i am, the way we are. doesn't matter if we hate it. no one is equal in my opinion. too many unfairness. this world worth dying just as we do.

[SummerSun071]

Chalmette, I know how you feel... I get the same way.. i even avoid mirrors because I think I am the uglist person on this earth.. i hate everything about myself, my hair, my face etc.. sometimes it lasts just for a day and other times it lasts for weeks...I have not been diagnoised as i have never gone to a doctor about it.. I am in an abusive marriage and have been for 46 years... put down after put down until it has me believing I am worth nothing and hate myself for just being alive...it passes and I have a few good days. But, what I am trying to say is I try to coast through those bad thoughts now and I look in the mirror and say ...."hey, you're not so bad looking" but it is a battle and we have to keep fighting back those depressive thoughts and like some on here say.. don't give in to them, don't let them win... someone loves you and thinks you are beautiful and worth having around....ME for one....smile even when you don't want it .. it helps sometimes... ((((((((((((( hugs )))))))))))

[*freak*]

SummerSun, I'm so sorry for all that you're going through. I'd like to encourage you to talk to a professional about this... It could help, especially with your self-esteem issues. I know how awful it is when you hate yourself and the way you look. No one deserves to suffer like that or to think they're that horrible. I don't know if this helps, but I really think you are a beautiful person who deserves so much more from life. You're SO far from being the ugliest person on this earth...

Take good care of yourself

[SummerSun071]

Freak, Thank you, it does help and being able to talk here helps too.. maybe one day I will see someone.. thank you so much for the encouragement and advice...

[*freak*]

You're very welcome I meant what I said, I really care about you.

I wish you luck