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Old Aug 08, 2009, 06:42 PM
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and you sink deeper into what you thought was already the rock bottom. and you hurt and you dont know why and you cant understand it and you know its not fair and you want nothing more than for it to stop.
it hurts.... its agony.
you want to cry. you want to scream. you want to curl up and die.
i want to close my eyes and never have to open then.
i want to hide away from this stupid cruel world.

...life really is a ******.
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Old Aug 08, 2009, 07:00 PM
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((((((((((bananasarecool)))))))))))

I wish I could take your pain away. Don't give up! Things will change. They will.
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Old Aug 08, 2009, 07:01 PM
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(((((bananasarecool))))) I don't know how low you can get, I have been so low that I could not eat or drink - throw everything up, guts hurt so bad that I really thought there was something else wrong with me, mind going in every direction, body not wanting to move, bad thoughts of the other side and so on. But I got help, if you need to see a professional go in, keep posting here. You can get over these feelings, depression is a mean illness that wants you. You are here because you still have the fight in you. Keep fighting, learning, asking for help - this is the way to a victory over depression. Many hugs for your day.
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Old Aug 08, 2009, 07:16 PM
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Taking a thought from one of your earlier posts: May you find the flashlight to find your way through the current darkness.
Heck, make that a whole pile of super-brite, extra long life, darkness evaporating flashlights...

Keep fighting through - it does get better.
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Old Aug 08, 2009, 07:24 PM
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(((bananasarecool)))
Sending you many Hugs . We care about you .
lower and lower.
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Old Aug 08, 2009, 08:35 PM
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Bananas!

May the day not be far off when this present torment will be but a dim memory.
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Old Aug 08, 2009, 09:18 PM
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(((((Bananas)))))

I'm so sorry you are having such a hard time. I've been there. Please keep posting and let us know how it is going.
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Old Aug 08, 2009, 09:21 PM
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(((bananas)))
Hang in there
It will get better!!!
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Old Aug 08, 2009, 10:36 PM
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Hang in there, bananasarecool.

Wish I could make it better.

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Old Aug 08, 2009, 11:59 PM
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I'm so sorry you're hurting.
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Old Aug 09, 2009, 05:25 AM
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Old Aug 09, 2009, 07:01 AM
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bananas.r.c.
I know it's not easy, but try to think of positive things, things that make you smile, and hopefully it will lift that dark gray cloud around you. Here are some of my smile-aids I think about:
butterflies, sunshine, birds waking me up in the morning, my cat licking my hand, flowers, chocolate milkshakes, pretending my boss found another job in another state, lollipops.....you get the idea! Take care...
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Old Aug 09, 2009, 11:53 AM
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I wish I cld give u some of my happy mania that I get and then maybe we wld both even out for a ltl while anyway
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Old Aug 09, 2009, 01:06 PM
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how r u today?
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