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hello everyone....
i havent been here much..i have been back to work..trying to manage my kids and my home...i find myself exhusted at night....my depression is here..i know it never goes away...i am just so afraid it is sneaking up on me once again....my job ends the 3 rd week of june....im so afraid of a life change like this...always wondering if my illness is gonna take over...everyday that nears closer to the end..i worry...wondering if my panic disorder will aloow me to get through this change in life...i do feel as though im slipping but is it cuz of change??everyday is a challenge to get out of bed...my work gives me the reason to do it..what happens when its gone??? the thought of being 36 years old and starting over is very frightening but with this depression and anxiety it makes it so much harder..and leaving a family ive made at work is just soooo sad.....sorry i am rambling |
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Sherry, you're going to be going through some big changes soon. I think it's normal to feel the way you are, to some extent. Realizing that your depression and anxiety could make it worse, and also that they're causing you to feel the way you are now is a good sign.
Could you sign up to volunteer somewhere working with the same kinds of kids you're working with now? It would give you the incentive to continue to get out of bed every day and might even open you up for a paying position. You already know you're welcome to spend as much time here as you need in order to stay strong, so I won't state the obvious. ![]() (((((((((((((Sherry)))))))))))
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Hi Sherry -- So sorry you are feeling scared and depressed.
I haven't been around much either, so I don't know your back story. Why is your job ending? Depression is horrible. Of course, I am always battling with it, too. Best wishes and prayers.
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(((((((((((((((((Sherry))))))))))))))))))
I hope everything goes well for you! I know you are strong and you are fighting. You are great! nightdream |
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