Somebody make it stop

Hey everyone.

I just feel so alone. Theres no point in anything I do or try to do. My life will always be the same. I will always be the same. I have no one to talk to. My life is one big joke.

Why was I created like this? why do I have to go through this while everyone else doesnt? What did I do to deserve this?
No answers either. I get nothing. I have nothing. I am nothing.

Hi, is this your first post since you joined PC? i'm wondering if you have formed any friendships here, since you joined in 2004.

I'm sorry that you're feeling alone now. There are tons of people here to hang out with. Chat is pretty popular.

My DX is bi-polar. I have meds that work very well and I'm very pleased about that. Are you on any meds? Family, nearby?

Pat

I understand how you feel. I too am alone, and I don't like the fact that I have to be on medication to be considered normal. But I need it. I alienate more people being off it than not.

I don't have a diagnosis from a psychiatrist. I'm just chronically depressed, and citalopram (Celexa) is a wonderful thing.

P.S. Go read Topher's thread titled "call me crazy" in the creativity corner forum. Hopefully it will give you a laugh.

i think my post sounded cranky. i'm sorry. i worked a 13 hour shift today and i'm pretty tired. there are lots of cool people here.xoxo pat

I think Ive posted here a couple times before, but it was so long ago that I really dont remember my posts at all. I dont think I have any friends here either.

My DX is supposed to be Schizoaffective Disorder, but I dont agree with that. I think Im just chronically depressed. I am on Risperdal, which does help but not enough.

I live with my family but we never talk about anything. I dont have any friends other than online ppl and I dont even trust them enough to talk about my issues.
I keep to myself all the time and I just bottle everything up inside of me.

Thanks for the fast replies

EDIT: your post didnt sound cranky at all. At least not to me. But even if it did, a 13 hour shift is a good reason to be cranky so no problem.

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Hi S.U.

This fact alone is enough to mess you up, I know from experience.

The family should be a nurturing place, giving you confidence to go out into the world. If you are alone in the family, you will feel alone everywhere.

It is possible to start changing this situation, and this forum is a good place to start. Just stay here and talk about anything you want to share. We are a supportive bunch of people,and we know the score.

Good thoughts, M.