The worst feeling

The worst feeling is feeling alone when you have someone sitting next to you.

I feel that now.

Heidu

Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending. ~ Carl Bard ~

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I can empathise and give you a hug, Heidu. I hope it helps.

Hugs,
Fuzzy

Thanks Fuzzy. That's exactly what I need right now.

Heidu

Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending. ~ Carl Bard ~

HUGS FOR YOU, <font color=red>((((((((((</font color=red>HEIDU<font color=red>)))))))))))</font color=red> =

<font color=blue>HI FROM PEANUT </font color=blue>

Will one more hug help???


Bumper sticker: Wherever you go, there you are

I can feel that hug, kv! It must have got lost at sea ...

((((((((((((((((((((Heidu))))))))))))))))))) with love

Forgoten

I know that feeling intimately, Heidu. Come sit next to me and neither one of us will feel that way.

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<font color=blue>This above all: To thine own self be true. --Shakespeare</font color=blue>

lol the same with me!!

Why Fear Im Here

I think we should hold hands in a circle and sing Kumbaya.

Bumper sticker: Wherever you go, there you are

:::Kvin on my left and Heidu on my right... holding hands:::

Kumbaya, my Lord, Kumbaya. Kumbaya, my Lord, Kumbaya.
Someone's crying, Lord, Kumbaya. Someone's crying, Lord, Kumbaya. Someone's crying, Lord. Oh, Lord, come by here.

Kumbaya, my Lord, Kumbaya. Kumbaya, my Lord, Kumbaya.
Someone's praying, Lord, Kumbaya. Someone's praying, Lord, Kumbaya. Someones praying, Lord. Oh, Lord, come by here.

Anyone care to add a few stanzas?


<font color=blue>This above all: To thine own self be true. --Shakespeare</font color=blue>

Wow, I actually used that saying today, and I really do feel it, so did the person I told it to, they responded "wow, so true".

We love you though Heidu

Death Calls Us All, How Long We Prolong It Is Our Choice

{{{{{{{{Heidu}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} I am sorry for the way you feel. We all love you here, and I for one would sorely miss you.

Please take care, & if you need to talk, let me know.

Mary Alice

(((((((((( Heidu ))))))))) I bet that feeling sucks bad Don't let HIM get you down.... how others respond to us is a reflection on them, not us. Hope you're feeling better... a little?

"Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but rising every time we fall." Confucius

Thanks everyone for all the hugs, singing and kind words.
It was nice way to wake up this morning.
I try to get thru each day but sometimes things just get to me.
I am feeling better today. A good nites sleep helps me forget and today maybe will be better.
Thank you all. :O)
Heidu


Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending. ~ Carl Bard ~

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I am glad you are doing better today.....don't worry about yesterday as that was then and this is now. We all have those days hun and I am so glad you can come here and tell us. You are always there for everyone - let us give some back to you



Heather

"The Pessimist complains about the wind, the Optimist expects it to change and the REALIST adjusts his sails." ~~~author unknown

Hey Heidu,

If I was sitting next to you, you wouldn't have that problem. I've been told I'm the World's Biggest Pest. At least that's what my wife says...

Darlin', lots of love, hugs, and a big kiss (cause I know you well enough to do that )!

bp

"The brain is a wonderful organ; it starts working the moment you get up in the morning and does not stop until you get to work."

Been there heidu, I can understand what you are feeling.

But for me now, the worst feeling is being alone when you could of, and should of, had someone wonderful by your side.

Heidu,

I sure hope you're feeling a little less lonely today. I'll come sit by you too.

Wendy

<font color=blue>Life is filled with tragedy; if you let it overwhelm you, you cannot enjoy life's innocent pleasures. -Robert Heinlein</font color=blue>

Thanks again to all of you.
You know my life ain't grand, it ain't great and most days it would barely pass for ok.

I get lonely. I don't mind being alone, that is not a problem but sometimes I get lonely for someone to just be with who cares. You know, the one you can just be in the room with and you don't have to say or do anything and it's great. You can just be you.

I cope pretty well but somedays I get a reminder of why my life is like this and why it won't be any different and it just hurts. I want it to be different. I want it so badly. There is nothing I can do right now and if given the opportunity I don't know what I would do. It's so confusing.

I got an apology from HIM twice now over the past two days "for being an as***ole" but it didn't matter. It will happen again. That feeling of being in the way, or feeling useless or that I don't matter.

It doesn't happen as much as it used to. Before it was all the time but now it's sometimes and that's just too much.

Right now I am pouring myself all that I can into this house stuff but I know that it will be done in some weeks and I know whats coming. The crash. The day when I should be so happy to be in my house that I have worked so hard on but I don't want to be here. I will crash. It breaks my heart. It's wrong.

I want to belong and be special. I want to matter. My whole life I never felt like I mattered but for a little while I did. I liked it and then it all went away and life became what it is.

Now I am just rambling like a crazy person.
I need you guys. Thanks for being here. It means alot. You see I don't need someone to help me solve a major crisis or to save me or even to help me understand cause I do really get myself and my life. I just need someone to talk to.
Heidu

Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending. ~ Carl Bard ~

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I am sending you warm hugs to remind you that we are there for you anytime you need us.

Gab away to us....we have big ears and huge shoulders ...well I have a big head so my shoulders and ears are big ...now is that a pretty picture of what?

Take care hun


Heather

"The Pessimist complains about the wind, the Optimist expects it to change and the REALIST adjusts his sails." ~~~author unknown

You look gorgeous!!

Heidu

Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending. ~ Carl Bard ~

{{{{{{{{Heidu}}}}}}}}}}}}} you are one of the sweetest people I know.. and my husband would never win a prize for sweetness and being loveable.

I'm always here for you, and always will be........you are the absolute best!!!

::::::::::::thinking how to do live entertainment to cheer you up::::::::::::

Mary Alice

Got a giggle with you sitting there trying to figure out how to entertain me. How about we all get together and rent some chick flicks (which we won't watch cause were too busy gabbing) and have some wine or whatever.
Man that sounds so nice. Heavy sigh. Instead I will go and vacuum my house that is covered in dust. The floors in the rooms are done!!!! But the house is a mess.
I'll dream of a nite with the girls. I throw a heck of a good party :O)

Heidu

Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending. ~ Carl Bard ~

LOL thank you

I keep hearing Billy Crystal saying "you look mahhhvelous"



Heather

"The Pessimist complains about the wind, the Optimist expects it to change and the REALIST adjusts his sails." ~~~author unknown