now I know I'm talking to myself

I am certain that now I'm talking to myself, I know i'm not the best when explaining myself but I try, God knows I try my best to... and still it goes in the wind.If I had another source to go to for help I wouldn't be here (I've said this before) If I could've furthered my education I would've but without a job I am stuck in a rut. I feel like I'm being scolded for saying how I feel, I see others saying harsher things than me and they get support.

um..... I am not good with words right now but you have my support

thanx fuzzybear even that will do

I am always around if you need to talk, I love to listen and offer support and sometimes even have a trick or two in helping!

*HUGS*

feel free to pm me also if you want to talk.

Hi soon,

I know that your feeling hopeless at the moment, and you are in a dark place.

Crisis is a horrible experience, with nowhere to turn and no one seeming to understand. The decision to post here about your problems is a very brave thing to do, and I hope you will be able to stay with us. People here will read your posts, it just takes a little time. It's hard asking for help, I know this myself. I can feel the pressure on you.

It was hard for me at first too, and then I got to know a couple of people and I started to feel the support coming through. Stay with us!

Good thoughts, Myzen

{{{{{{{HEY! soontobeforgotten}}}}}}}}}

For one: Get rid of the "self-deafeatist" user name! If that's the way you come off; that's probably how you'll be treated!

Secondly: soontobeforgotten; take a look at the index There's a whole lot of hurt around here, I came here b/c I was depressed but GEEZ!!
There's a lot of entries!! And my super-nurse complex wants to come out and save the world -- but I cannot b/c I just ain't doing that great myself, o.k?

Thirdly; YOU ARE NEVER TALKING TALKIN TO YOURSELF! ppl read your posts! look at the "scoreboard" alot of ppl read; and some reply; WHY? Hey, I'm just another depressed person. I was going to pass your post over thinking "junior member" = instant inferiority complex. But I don't have any instant answers for your problems/ I just wanted to let you know that YOU ARE NEVER ALONE around here -- for some members; it's like a "hobby" to go to every forum & read everything; sometimes they only answer with those famous hallmark hugs but HEY! SOMETIMES that's all somebody needs to hang on for another day! So, hey if you're up to Junior Member; you should be getting used to the constant up & downs

SO, Hang in there, "Soon" (and it's too long!) I'm pullin for ya!
Hangin w/ ya! DAYZEE9

SOrry again that you are feeling "left out". I have read your posts, and unfortunately, I just don't know anymore to add than has been said, (because of where u live with no resources), but I don't think I read anything about you shoulda gotten your education, or that you arent getting support. Please be patient with yourself, and with us. Not having a real clue about where u do live, and how desolate it really is, I won't make suggestions that might work for someone who lives in Metro DC> that would not be helpful. BUT, I DO care, and wish I could offer something you would find helpful. I hope safety for you and your daughter.

did you go online and look for resources? i have found many articles and other helpful things......pat

I responded to your other post. Please read that one. Your not alone here. Never alone here at PC.


Hugs,


Jen

so sorry your feeling left out, that has to hurt so bad...but I am here and I am listening...take care

Thanks for PMing me yesterday, but I am sorry you can relate to my family cr$p

((((((((ggggrrrrrrrrrowly hugs)))))))))