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Sep 16, 2005, 09:40 AM
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I am sure I am not alone, but it doesn't make me feel any better. In fact, since I know how this feels it makes me feel worse that others could feel so lousy like me.
I really am trying to work on past trauma and get through my past issues but it seems like it only stirs up the suffering and pain more. I don't know. I am starting to think I am not worth saving. I have texted my T to let her know I am having a bad day. I just am begging for a little relief here. Please...........someone.............HELP ME!! |
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Sep 16, 2005, 09:46 AM
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(((((((((((((((((((suz))))))))))))))))))))
i'm thinking of you today. even in pain, you're kind and understanding. you deserve to be pain free right now. i can help inasmuchas sending to wishes and thoughts full of peace and healding. be safe, kd
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Sep 16, 2005, 09:52 AM
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(((((((((SJ)))))))))))) I am sorry you are in such pain right now. Good for you for leaving a message for your T and reaching out for help. Please know you are in my thoughts and lean on me in anyway you need.
Take Care
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Sep 16, 2005, 09:59 AM
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(((((((((((((((( Sj )))))))))))))))))
I'm sorry you're in such a lot of pain. I'm glad you;re communicating with your t how you feel, hopefully he will be able to help you get through this pain. Please keep safe. ((((((((((((((( Sj ))))))))))))))))
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#5
Sep 16, 2005, 10:03 AM
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From one Susan to another - YOU ARE WORTH SAVING! I hope that your T gets in touch with you real soon - if not, either text her or call her again !
No one "deserves" to hurt the way many people do. No one "deserves" to have been abused, hurt, abandoned, etc that causes such pain during healing. I can remember all too well being in the pits of dispare, wondering WHY ME......and I don't know yet - WHY ME, but I do know that the therapy and the meds I received have allowed me to live a relatively 'normal' life, and be happy. (Altho I still have my times !!!!!!) Please continue to work with your T openly and honestly and hopefully in the not so distant future you will have more than a weekend that is wonderful, but weeks and weeks of more happy than sad ! I worked hard to get better, and I have seen you grow and change since I joined this site, and I know you can do it too ! Keep on keepin on! IF you start feeling like you need support, please post on the boards for people to join you in chat. I will be checking in off and on, and if I can help, you know I will ! |
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Sep 16, 2005, 11:49 AM
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(((((((((((((((((((Suz)))))))))))))))))))
xoxo bsb
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Sep 16, 2005, 11:55 AM
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(((((((Susan)))))))
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"There are things we need to forget and forgive, Sometimes we have to try and shed the damage we don't need." Silverchair- All Across The World |
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Sep 16, 2005, 11:58 AM
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((((((((((((((((((SJ))))))))))))))))
You are worth it. |
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#9
Sep 16, 2005, 01:26 PM
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I did text my T but when she called me back I couldn't talk to her...I mean, I didn't want to.
I hate the cycle of all of this. Thanks for the love and support. Wish I actually thought I deserved it...but instead my head tells my that I am still just a piece of doodoo with people here not knowing how god awful I am... |
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#10
Sep 16, 2005, 04:07 PM
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It feels like I wrote this myself.
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Sep 16, 2005, 04:29 PM
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Yeah, understood. I had an emergency call with my T today, also. I'm overwhelmed... (((sj))) therapy is WORK... it brings to light, makes us focus yadda yadda yadda glad you were able to share.
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Sep 17, 2005, 12:19 PM
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I hope you feel better soon, SJ. You know what they say about it getting the darkest just before the dawn. Hang in there. Maybe you're closer to the light then what you think. Don't give up! Okay? (((((((SJ)))))))
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Sep 18, 2005, 12:53 AM
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Susu, everyone here is on your support team always remember that
Love ya Angie
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#14
Sep 18, 2005, 09:26 AM
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Just wanted to thank you guys for the reminders of support here.
I am feeling a little better. |
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Sep 18, 2005, 06:44 PM
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Life is like a craphoot....
I cannot fully express my emotions today. I know that my post will be deleted if I did. That in itself should let you know how I am. Hating myself comes easier and easier these days. I feel like a big, fat, ugly monster!! |
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Sep 18, 2005, 11:18 PM
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NOOOOOOOOOOOO big, fat, ugly monsters in the mirror. K?
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#17
Sep 18, 2005, 11:45 PM
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yeah understand we aren't allowed to post how we really feel here... not in depression... now if you also SI....
(((hugs)))) too much pain.
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