Life Falling Apart!

My life is falling apart, I just smsed Brenda and she said that she wasn't in the mood to chat, and then another friend of mine tried to phone another friend of mine named Juan and his phone is off soo guess what is happening they are together and trying to hide it from me, why do people always try to hurt me and all I do is try and be the nice guy who helps everyone, all I want in life is to be loved by her and now once again a friend has taken her away from me. I truly am pathetic.

Are you sure you're not jumping to conclusions? Why would they be hiding it from you?
Noooo, you're not pathetic. Just a little down on yourself.
((((((((((((((Psyclox)))))))))))))))))

Cause she knows what I would if I found out abut them cause it happened last time and i flipped I went balistic on the whole situation and now its happening again and now I am done with it all, all the lies and loniness so ya I give up on everything tonite I'm done.

I'm sorry.
Tomorrow's a new day. New people. New dreams.
I hope things get better soon.

stop being so paranoid, there is probably a perfectly honest explanation. wait til tommorrow and ask, dont sound so desperate when you ask things are not always what you think.

I would ask but if I do she will get mad at me and tell me to stop being so jealous cause it has happened before I am very paranoid cause I just don't want to lose her not again I can't handle it again, I will lose my mind if I do.