[NuckingFutz]

Starting a major depressive episode here. I don't have health insurance right now and the only way I can get help is if I'm well, you know, at the end of my rope. I'm not, but I sure do feel miserable.

My thought processes are starting to slow down. I feel so depressed right now that looking for work almost seems impossible.

I really want to pull out of this episode, but I don't know how. I'm taking my Paxil as I am suppose to.

I'm really broke right now (can you say no money for even toilet paper)?

I don't even have the energy to help myself. I don't know where to turn or what to do. I'm tired all the time, not able to eat, can't think straight. Not functioning well. Even typing this is a major undertaking. I don't think things will get better. I hate this illness.

Any advise?

[ZuZu]

I've been in your place. For all I know still am. Noticed you live in Tx. Don't know if you've tried MHMR in your area. I did last year. It's a lot of trouble getting thru red tape. But you might be able to get free medicine and counseling. And set you up with other social services.
Just a thought. Send me a message if I can help with questions.

[Overcastbutclearing]

Sorry to hear this NF. You can pm me if it helps and just vent.
I will be thinking of you.
Suz